In the hearts

The cage.
你 have built
the 墙 around
yourself,
so nobody can see,
so nobody can feel
the cage
你 live in.



Nights
spent in thinking,
spent in turmoil,
but who will know,
who will see,
who cares
to think
of the cage
你 live in?


The same song
over and over again.
The same song
inside your mind.
But who will know?
Who cares?
Nobody
can hear
anyway.
Nobody can see
the cage
你 live in.


It's only you
inside your agony,
along with your pain,
your demons
are feeding with your
toss,
they live inside,
they remain in fear,
nobody can see
the cage
你 live in.


They crawl
inside your skin,
poisoning your blood,
disturbing your mind.
Your demons,
they live inside.
Your demons are
pent in your mind,
so they can feed
由 the riots
of your soul,
so they can remain
in your fear,
but nobody can see
the cage
你 live in.

The Shines of that days still burning my eyes.....
about Him,,,
About Us

how can I pretends that I don't care
when every night in my Dark dreams...
Im still cry for you...

Saying your name become forbidden words to Me,,,
how could u turns instantly
to be stranger,,,

where did u saved our laughs??
our dreams about how future ,hopes ,,love,,
would saved the day...

in the words about him....
I pray to see those face again...

"how's live?"
'how's love?"

God ,Give me chances to say the words of Him Again..
In My Life..
in My every breaths
in my every 移动

Words About Him,,,"Im here,,,,,,,still Miss US"

As The time pass over me,,,
I Can't stop the clock from Moving
why am I still Wait Here?
stand besides Dark And the Light of the pain...
I just Can watch them passing ,moving ,saying ,,,,anything............

But I've 迷失 My self..
where did I stand, who should I wait..Can I have enough time to breath again,,,after swallowed in somewhere off the past..

As I Lied here And cry,,
to My self..
To My 心
To the Believers And the Lovers,,

they can see how i've passed it all...

But, they Can taste it,,
even they want me to share it...
you'll never know..as i say to Them,,

you'll never understands this...
How Can 你 say the word that 你 never listen before,,,

as I realized it...and i still stand in the same pouring rain,,,,,then CRY

Peacful night in bed
A quiet night outside
Ticking of the clock
A sudden loud noise
A shadow dances across the room
你 duck
你 hide
你 run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Nice walk in the park
Birds ar singing
Children playing
Suddenly no song
Suddenly no laughter
你 duck
你 hide
你 run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Walking 首页 from school
People talking on the phone
Not minding where they go
Forgeting who they are
No one hears 你 call thier name
你 duck
你 hide
你 run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Ten past midnight
你 cant sleep
Insomnia distroys the person 你 were
你 see a shadow move
你 duck
你 hide
你 run away
No
Im not running anymore
Im not afraid
No one governs me
Not even the Ilusions of the mind

Echoing sounds through the hallway as floorboards click into thier place.
02.58
The clock ticks slowly as each 秒 takes forevery to take place.
02.58
The pitch black of the night eluminated 由 a small glow from the laptop.
02.58
Time never seems to stop
02.58
Rarely changing a didgit
02.59
The word is heard through ears as the forgotten sound of keys on the keyboard form thier own melody of words
02.59
03.00
Curfew was at 10
03.00
Gone past then
03.00
I want to wake up from this nightmare
03.00
But never can 你 wake
02.59
For it takes 你 back
02.58
To where 你 started
02.57
Never ending
02.56
Never stopping
02.55
Never escaping from its grasp
06.00 AM
For there is no cure
12.00 PM
Ive tried them all
3.00 PM
None seem to work
5.00 PM
Not yawning since forever
9.00 PM
The cycle goes on
11.00 PM
For insomnia
12 Midnight
Insomnia never sleeps

Everyday,
Like any other day,
I woke up like any other people do.
Still sleepy and bleh.

Well things started to change.
I used to hear 狗 barking.
猫 clawing,
Birds chirping,
But thats all gone.
Now, all I hear and feel is nothing
But sadness.

I couldnt really tell anyone why I feel like this.
Why?
Im afraid to tell.
No one would've understand.
No one would even talk to me.
Thats how everything changed.

Everyone used to talk to me.
But now,
At a new place,
Even different faces,
Not one person talks to me.
They see me,
But they would push me
And shove me in lockers.
Then tease and taunt me.

I would tell 你 what I am so afraid of,
But its hard for 你 to understand.
Just dont worry about it.

Some how,
I dont know how,
But Things just started to become different.
Sometimes,
Things are meant to be changed
But,
Sometimes not supposed to.

I loved 你 so much
I thought about 你 everyday
But there was something
That I never got to tell you.

I 爱情 you
I want you
But now I can't
Anymore. Now that
I am gone.

Everytime in the halls,
And I passed 由 you,
My 心 would beat so fast.
Sometimes, I thought 你 liked me too.

We have been 老友记 for a long time,
But, it hurts everytime that I think of you
你 aren't there anymore.

I never got to tell 你 how much I loved you.
How much I cared about you.
How much 你 helped through tough times.

I guess we were never meant to be.
I'm sorry.

When I smiled,
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a 刀 and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right 由 my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my 刀 but it wont kill.
Someone had grabbed my arm,
Someone cried for me to stop,
I turned and fell deep in love.
I turned so fast,
I fell so fast,
你 caught me on the verge of death.
你 saved me,
你 cared about me,
I felt alone,
I now felt loved,
But the 下一个 日 你 died,
The 下一个 日 I cried,
I need to be with you,
I want to be with you,
I grabbed the gun,
I pulled the trigger,
Then I saw a beautiful figure.
你 came,
I saw,
你 wrapped me in your arms,
And now we will walk together,
Forever.

你 kissed another girl but why couldn't that be me?
Then 你 say I 爱情 你 to her why isn't that me your
Saying That to?
When 你 hug her, why am I not the one to be hugged?
When 你 protect her from bad things, why aren't I the one to feel safe?
When she cries, how come I'm not the one to crie on your
Shoulder?
When 你 hold her tight, why can't I be held in your arms?
When 你 tell her we belong together, why couldn't we be together?

When 你 make her laugh, how come I can't be the one
To smile and laugh with you?
When 你 see her smile and start 接吻 her, why can't that be me?

Here I lay so pale and weak
I wish I could be healty,
coz that is what I seek.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

Where most of these days I feel,
I can't talk 或者 breath
As people say live and let live.
Why must I be buried in my bed,
Feeling no hope, in my 心 或者 head.

People can jump around,
be who they want to be.
Where as I feel like I can't get out of bed,
but thats just me.
Seeing, people living so happily,
I do not need to think twice.
I wish I could have what a healthy person has,
being jumpy, happy and so full of life.

The distance between us
can be so sweet and disturbing
the same time.
I look at 你 stealthily,
admiring the beauty of your body.

Oh this can't be real,
oh am i falling in 爱情 again?

Should i stop?
Am i being reckless?
Does he look at me the same way
i look at him?

Too many questions,
don't know what to think,
my 心 is so full of him,
i don't want to think.

If i 吻乐队（Kiss） him,
will it be that sweet as i imagined?
Oh,save me,
my 心 is so full of him!

I'm such a coward when he's around,
trembling on every small attention
he's been giving to me.

But,he sees.
He sees that very well.
He knows my 心 is almost his,
and he's playing this game,
he's vain,and i'm just a catch.

Oh will he betray me?
I should have thought of that
before.
I shouldn't let that happen
so fast.

But now it's too late,
isn't it?
I buried my fears so deep
i thought i fooled them.
But they are always awake
and aware.
The fears of my own know
that very well...
My 心 is so full of him.

A remembrance...
Of what,
of who?
Could it hurt,
could the pain return again?

There's me holding that
cold glass of wine,
staring at her,
trying to forget...

There's he,
sad and distant
like usual.

Oh why,
oh why?

There's me again,but this time
i was happy.
So happy for all those sweet
kisses he gave me...

And again he,looking at me
and wondering...

Oh i should have known!

Inside my 幻想 i seek
for his kisses that
poisoned my body,
i 搜索 for the reason,
trying to see...

There's he again,
oh his kisses,
what did he do to me,
oh he fooled me again...

Nothing was real,
he was wondering,
oh he was trying to see
her in my eyes,
oh...

He gave me all that sweetness,
but he belongs to her.
Oh,he's so sad because of her.
He's so distant because of her.
Oh,he disrupt my dreams
because of her.

FROM..TO
ME^.^YOU



a simple word
for a special world
for 你 and me

a simple thought
for a special bond
one cannot see

it wraps us up
in its cocoon
and holds us fiercely
in its womb

this simple word
was created from the Moon
for 你 and me

in 太空 and in time
my soul desperately
tries to find you

in the reality
of our infinity
it is so easy
for me to tell you

that all I want
is to LOVE you
all of YOU

i want to 爱情 you
like no one else
could ever 爱情 me
like 你 do

will 你 ever
forgive me
to 爱情 you
like I do?

Am i being so frightened
to accept the truth
about who 你 really are?
Maybe,
maybe that's who i am...

A frightened girl
that has created
her own world of 幻想
just to protect herself
from all those dark thoughts
that could ruin her peace.

Inside this agony of love
she lets the fear to enter,
she lets the tears dripping
so slowly,
intensively.

But,
every inch of my body
yearn to feel your
soft hands.
Desire will be locked
deep inside myself,
to burn there,
to fly there...




To you,
my love. ♥