Tears rolling down my cheek,
eyes red fighting to breathe.
Alone in a room,
dark and sound.
In despair for a long time.
Something 你 can't escape,
some unbearable
Words seem to slip,
body feels so weak
Windows down, curtains closed
Alone
Dark thoughts race
Memories fly
In despair for a long time
Again
Eyes closed
Skin cold, ready to walk away
Have the freedom to make choices
Forget despair
Ignore everyone who ignores you
It hurts to think
about despair
Complications, frustrations,
leave them behind.

Your here 由 my side!
Although both trapped and tied.
both confused.
used.
abused.
Your laying with me,
out in the dark,
Stars still blinding
sirens still chiming.
At least we are together
but why can't 你 see
why your really here
right beside me.
your adding to the problem
but yet 你 heal.
your like a drug
that makes me feel
like the pain is gone.
I need you
want 你
爱情 你
A word to strong
for 你 to bare
so 你 act if
你 don't even care.
But deep inside
Inside your heart
你 know I was yours
right from the start.
Although the pain that is causes
to have to wait
for 你 to realize
your certain fate.
It's well worth it
in the end
when your spending eternity with me
hand in hand

now standing on last 日 of 年
i look back and see smiles and tears
somedays it was new too
somedays our mailboxes were filled with greetings
greetings of arrival of 01/01/2011
日 由 日 we got used to
night 由 night we got close
so many starts so many ends
so many left so many got friends
learnt so much taught so much
learnt to smile learnt to give
learnt to die learnt to live
with loads of hugs and kisses
bye bye 2011
下一个 time we'll say
"damn our 心 still misses
THE 2011"
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In toss of my thoughts
are memories that still breathe.
Can 你 feel my sorrow?


Scourge this body
sodden 由 sweat
and never been washed away.
Can 你 imagine the pain?


Trapped and tied for this place,
that's your fate,
你 will never run away.
Can I just fade away?


你 have fought before.
Will 你 keep fighting now?
This dawn is always the same,
日 full of difficulties,
sweaty 衬衫 and empty eyes,
shaking hand that holds
this cigarette,
mind that wander in
yellow field.
Can 你 forgive your life now?

The line 'love is a fallacy' isn't justified,
it is evidence of a coward's voice.
But when 爱情 is understood, pain is nullified
it all fades away as we smile and rejoice.

Know that 金牌 has no value to the soul
that it cannot just simply fill and empty hole.
爱情 cannot be sold; neither can it be bought
but the truth that 爱情 can hold, can only be caught.

I would not compare 爱情 to a rose
the comparative pairing is what I find far too bold.
爱情 is meant to be kept exclusive and beautiful,
not to be shown off which isn't meaningful.

The feeling flows freely as water.
It's our necessity and a hope-giving trait.
'Tis beautiful, desirable, there absolutely is no other,
'Tis a strong surge of current that overpowers all hate.

Let your mind floating freely
and 你 will see.
Open your soul to those
who will listen,
they'll 显示 你 the bright side,
the side 你 have forgotten.

Trust just this once
and 你 will see.

The sea of your 迷失 memories
shall return again
if 你 make a right choice,
the choice that changes everything.

Trust just this once
and 你 will see.

How many people 你 want to save?
Who do 你 want to follow you
in this journey we call living?

Try,
trust just this once
and 你 will see.

All those dark thoughts
that have been imprisoned
in your mind
could be silenced by
the light
你 see cloudy
and it all seems unattainable
and impossible.
Although,
the real truth is in your heart,
你 just have to decide
what 你 want to believe.

The smallest reason
to be alive again,
one single reason to smile
along with freedom.


~ Feel it and be free... ~

Hold me, don´t ever let me go. Even if the world crashes in, bury me under your love. Even if the spring never comes, don´t let me feel the cold. Hold me when the night is so cruel. 或者 when the scars of 日 mark my skin. If 你 won´t let me go, I won´t release you. Two lovers, shielding each other from the storm. That´s who we´re going to be. Never change, never think. Let the actions flow into your hands, don´t stop. Keep going, keep your head up to the light. At the end of the journey, we will be home, the wounds forgotten and healed.

I hate you

But I just can’t seem to break you

Do I want 你 here?

Do I want 你 gone?



Everyone says your such a tease

But not to me

Are 你 real?

Are 你 fake?



Do I need to be

With this drama queen

你 spout lies

No truth to be found



Why am I still

Trying to see the good in you?

Is it worth it?

Should I listen to them?



They tell me to go

Before I’m a victim

Of 你 mighty undoing

I won’t fall



I’ve made a promise

Can I keep it?

Will I leave?

Will I remain?



Promises

Sins

They all appear

The same



Lies

Sentences

Preach the

Difference



I’m listening to you

I can’t break you

I’m falling now

No one to catch me



Do I leave now

That I’ve fallen

Are 你 worth my time?

Am I worth this pain?



God, help me choose

For this is not my decision

Any longer

I’ve put my faith in my despair



Now 显示 me the answer

Tell me what to do

Do I stay

或者 do I leave you?

Anger
Nothing but anger
I should have listened to Mama
She knew best
I didn't listen to her
Yes Mama, they all laughed at me.
The blood.
Everyone jeering and cheering
Just like in the locker room
The pig's blood on the dress I made.
The laughter.
Their ear splitting and cruel laughter.
I start to cry
Tommy yells at them, telling them to stop.
The bucket falls down and he lays there unconsious.
The lights turn red.
Still laughter.
They tried going out the door
I trapped them all inside with only my mind.
The hose unwrapped from the emergency glass.
I turn up the water pressure.
They all scream.
Electrical wiring
The fires
I did it
The town I grew up in
Damaged and destroyed.
All from my mind.
I go home
I go inside.
And I wake up
In a pile of stones from the sky.
All from my mind.
This destruction I caused.
They laugh at me no more.

Clouds of happiness have covered my sky,i was thinking its a gift of god,i wish i could fly.Rain of 爱情 showered all the night,i found each 日 so bright, i felt kind a sweet touch of flowers, i plucked each bud in the garden of wishes,i filled my bucket and sang the happy song ,i was walking,thinking about my 爱情 and life.on my way i met a single flower,i glanced at it,and i thought to pluck this one.but it looked so sad!i asked ,why are u so sad?he answered me i was just like you,i had wishes just like 你 have,i was in 爱情 with rain,clouds and garden of wishes.clouds have gone,rain of 爱情 never came again to my garden,and my wishes left me alone!,now i admit that i have nothing to love,i smiled and take him in my hands and 说 dont cry !every thing will be fine, why do not 你 爱情 your self,it will give 你 life,love your sky,spread your fragrance, make your own garden of wishes,clouds of happiness will soon come to 你 and bring your rain of love......................

Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Do 你 understand?
Do 你 get it?
Do 你 even care?
Do 你 understand bit 由 bit?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Well I'm asking,
I'm pleading on my knees,
I'm begging to you,
Why should I believin' thee?
Why should I wonder?
Why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.
Ya, some friend I have,
Some 老友记 I got,
Some 老友记 care,
And 你 were the friend, I never thought,
Why should I wonder?
why should I feel pain?
Why should I think about this?
Until I go insane.

Death of 爱情 arrives...

The Earth shakes
Lightning strikes
The living cry
Lands break open
Flames of the forsaken arise
All life will die

Will 你 be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Shadows creep closer
As the sun runs away
Demons come alive
The weak and lonely are not spared

Will 你 be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Loyalty will be tested
The failed will be condemned
As loveless souls are thrown into a pit
In darkness of eternity

Will 你 be there?
Would death be too much to bare?

Death will come to all
Pure hearts, pure souls
Followers of the Goddess of Love
Will see a peaceful end

But will 你 be there for me?
Would our death be too much to bare?
Our 爱情 shall be tested
But I'll be there...

“Unheeded warnings pushed me to the ground,

They pushed harder and harder till they knocked me down.

Only left with the desire to rise,

Into those lovely empyreal skies.

My wrongdoings, my feelings of hate,

Caused me to carry this troublesome weight.

To make things right is not always the goal,

I will be free when I earn someone’s soul.

I must win one heart,

Somehow, someway,

或者 after ten years I won’t live one 更多 day.

My dire situation, with my trust and my fear,

I must find just one person, one person to hold dear.

The skies are calling,

I’m wanting to fly.

My wings are broken, 《冰雪奇缘》 stiff and bare.

But I must find someone,

Somehow, somewhere,

To help with the search, to help with my goal,

I must capture,

An untainted new soul.”

(c) Waverly L. Harris