I thought I let them go. They disappeared without a trace. For now. Suddenly, they´re there again. Haunting me, mocking with their hideous faces. Running seemed useless. There was no help no one could offer. No shelter. No strong arms to protect me. Nothing. Just me and my fantasy. I cry out in pain and sorrow but only at night. When no one can tell me to 熊 it. When no one can tell me to be strong. How can 你 be strong when everything´s falling apart? When all the years 你 worked so hard only to watch the painful yet proud satisfaction melt away. Crying for time. For a new chance. Hoping that one day, someone will be there to guide you, but then slumping back knowing that a failure would never be accepted. Then they appear again, chasing 你 till your pleasure turns to the worst, till 你 feel no 更多 warmth of happiness. Till 你 are just a living corpse. They are cruel and merciless. They won´t stop, even after they´ve drained your hope and joy from the useless bones. Broken dreams. Evil, deadly creatures.
In a world of his
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him 更多 and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him 更多 and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
My sweetness, how your soul has been hurting.
My angel, how long have 你 been waiting?
My world, slowly crumbling to nothingness.
My loves, how long until we meet?
This pain in my chest is swelling.
I wish it would give in.
My patience, like a thread.
I wish would snap.
Our hearts, beating, I can't hear.
I wish would deafen me.
All your attempts, I could never feel.
I wish would cave in on me.
All voices.
Never to be tasted.
Never to be invited.
Never to be told.
All there is, is loneliness.
Aching in my bones.
Forever more, trying to grasp a cold wind
And make it warm.
My angel, how long have 你 been waiting?
My world, slowly crumbling to nothingness.
My loves, how long until we meet?
This pain in my chest is swelling.
I wish it would give in.
My patience, like a thread.
I wish would snap.
Our hearts, beating, I can't hear.
I wish would deafen me.
All your attempts, I could never feel.
I wish would cave in on me.
All voices.
Never to be tasted.
Never to be invited.
Never to be told.
All there is, is loneliness.
Aching in my bones.
Forever more, trying to grasp a cold wind
And make it warm.
Forget the memories
Good and bad
Put away the hope
That flew away
In your own soaked dust
Freeze in solitude
Break under pressure
Fracture and waste away
Get stomped on under the heaviness
Decorate the millions of pieces
Like you're solid
Hide behind a sunken chest
Wither away in the stillness
When no laughter is heard in your chamber
No warmth is encased
When 爱情 is no longer protecting
Wash away in the seas of icy tears
Be suffocated when the air is no longer there
Just stop
Just stop beating
TM
Good and bad
Put away the hope
That flew away
In your own soaked dust
Freeze in solitude
Break under pressure
Fracture and waste away
Get stomped on under the heaviness
Decorate the millions of pieces
Like you're solid
Hide behind a sunken chest
Wither away in the stillness
When no laughter is heard in your chamber
No warmth is encased
When 爱情 is no longer protecting
Wash away in the seas of icy tears
Be suffocated when the air is no longer there
Just stop
Just stop beating
TM
Torn and featureless.
Jaded words tangle.
Her worlds have been destroyed, mutilated.
Lifting from me, she sees no shine.
Just a morbid hanging light.
Blood coils around her wrists.
Struggling to emerge.
Calling out, but not even an echo.
Her mirror is my mind.
Seeing the outside.
She decides to stay a prisoner.
In My cell.
Her malice never seen.
But the darkness have witnessed the fangs.
Wanting to say she is careful and sane.
The beast is right under her skin.
Laughter is distant.
Now, it is forever tarnished.
你 see and I see the neglect.
My untamed beauty.
tears fell down her face
i asked her what was wrong
for her sake
she said
"I'm just sitting here,
feeling sorry for myself for
believing him."
to which i replied:
fuck him.
he doesnt deserve your love
she says:
I know...
Hundreds
a hundred 蝴蝶 couldnt sweep me away
a hundred winds couldnt blow me farther from you
a hundred wrongs couldnt make what were doing right
a hundred people couldnt block my veiw
a hundred rights couldnt make me go left
a thousand oceans couldn't keep me away from you.
i asked her what was wrong
for her sake
she said
"I'm just sitting here,
feeling sorry for myself for
believing him."
to which i replied:
fuck him.
he doesnt deserve your love
she says:
I know...
Hundreds
a hundred 蝴蝶 couldnt sweep me away
a hundred winds couldnt blow me farther from you
a hundred wrongs couldnt make what were doing right
a hundred people couldnt block my veiw
a hundred rights couldnt make me go left
a thousand oceans couldn't keep me away from you.
every time i cry,
i ask myself why,
the blade that goes down my wrist,
the blood that goes down my fist,
the memories in my head,
the nightmares in my bed,
my 心 falls to pieces,
as the tears run down my cheek,
now i know i am week,
i can't help but show,
i want to let my life go,
every 秒 of the day,
i keep fading away,
my hope has gone,
but i will be alive for so long,
the 刀 will stay in my pocket,
the picture will stay in my locket,
the hurt and pain,
the lies and shame,
the regrets and sorrow,
just waiting for tomorrow.
i ask myself why,
the blade that goes down my wrist,
the blood that goes down my fist,
the memories in my head,
the nightmares in my bed,
my 心 falls to pieces,
as the tears run down my cheek,
now i know i am week,
i can't help but show,
i want to let my life go,
every 秒 of the day,
i keep fading away,
my hope has gone,
but i will be alive for so long,
the 刀 will stay in my pocket,
the picture will stay in my locket,
the hurt and pain,
the lies and shame,
the regrets and sorrow,
just waiting for tomorrow.
Her husband left her, he lied
She cried that time also and now also she’s crying
Nothing to ease her, nothing that people are trying
They just stand and talk about
But her pain and her sorrows scream loud and shout
She looks to her baby as if he’ll come back to life
She looks at the door as if her husband will come back to his wife
No one comes forward
Talking to that lady, they feel awkward
She cried, cried until her tears ended
Then she cried in absence of hand that no one lended
Oh! Merciful Lord why didn’t they 显示 even false sympathy to lady of pain
There was no loss, just blessings’ gain
Alas!! The heartless and truthful human never speak lie
They left her alone to cry, to die
At last everyone left
The woman either died 或者 drowned in her tears’ oceans’ depth….
i am a person living a life of shame.
i am your daughter hiding my depression.
i am your sister making a good impression.
i am your friend 表演 like im fine.
i am a wisher wishing this life werent mine.
i am a girl who thinks about suicide.
i am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
i am a student who doesnt have a clue.
i am the girl sitting 下一个 to you.
i am the one asking 你 to care.
i am your best friend hoping youll be there.
this is a great poem from the book chicken 汤 for the teenage soul on tough stuff.
i listen to the 心 beat hit my roof
the clear beads of blood slides down onto leaves of the tree
on the the blades of innocent 草 that's being pelted in the down poor
and as it beads up
it looks as if the leaves have a paper cut
like that on a kindergartners finger just learning how to shape the paper
and as it slips off and falls
it looks like the tears on that very child's face as they look for someone to make it better
and as i lay there listening to that 心 of rain
i think what if every one in this world could be able to 野兔 this delightful sound
feel the healing drops that comes from the heavens
then.. i wonder would this world be better
would people stop going hungry and thirsty
would evil one's change for the better
im not sure but if everyone would wonder about this
then couldn't we be like that sweet rain
with are hearts beating against a roof of a wondering mind as one body and soul
then could we answer those 问题
the clear beads of blood slides down onto leaves of the tree
on the the blades of innocent 草 that's being pelted in the down poor
and as it beads up
it looks as if the leaves have a paper cut
like that on a kindergartners finger just learning how to shape the paper
and as it slips off and falls
it looks like the tears on that very child's face as they look for someone to make it better
and as i lay there listening to that 心 of rain
i think what if every one in this world could be able to 野兔 this delightful sound
feel the healing drops that comes from the heavens
then.. i wonder would this world be better
would people stop going hungry and thirsty
would evil one's change for the better
im not sure but if everyone would wonder about this
then couldn't we be like that sweet rain
with are hearts beating against a roof of a wondering mind as one body and soul
then could we answer those 问题
