this mirror is a painting
colored with memories
of your dying life.
In death and pain,
你 see it clear,
tho these memories
are suppressed by
the blaze of unseen days.
Days that crave for smile,
but buried 由 the darkness
of your own.
Your dying life is still here,
impersonal and black,
this clock shows no time
for you, for your time has
stopped a long ago.
In memories of old,
你 feed our dilapidated soul
with the same smell that
smothers your thoughts,
as your figure is terrified
to see your dying will.
The mirror has been covered
with cobweb for years,
for your eyes are never going
to be able to see
this dying life within.
The girls screams but all their is is silence.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.
Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living 由 the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my 苦 existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living 由 the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my 苦 existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.
I was cryin' just to get you Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
if the 爱情 of your life died,
what would 你 do if they died a terrible death,
would 你 get revenge,
would 你 hate everyone,
would 你 become a murderer in return,
would 你 cry your life away,
或者 would 你 take your life away?
What would 你 do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would 你 do if they died terribly,
would 你 laugh because no tears will come,
would 你 cry until it is all over,
would 你 do the same,
would 你 run away,
或者 would 你 just throw it all away?
What would 你 do,
if 你 were hit 由 a car,
what would 你 do if 你 were dying,
would 你 feel sorry for yourself,
would 你 cry until the end,
would 你 remember everything 你 have ever done,
would 你 call your mom,
或者 would 你 hate the person until your life has gone away?
What would 你 do,
when everything ends for 你 或者 a friend?
What would 你 do?
I was cryin' when I met you Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My 心 is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen 由 the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am 迷失 in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to 吞, 燕子 me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My 心 is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen 由 the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am 迷失 in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to 吞, 燕子 me forever
There are times when our loss makes us to feel happy
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if 心 is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with 爱情 that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
When in a problem one small support makes us to feel lucky
Times when we are crying one word makes us to laugh
Even if 心 is all ours they live in half
Making fun even if we don’t like is their habit
On our single smile in sadness they jump and run like rabbit
Don’t recall the past, don’t worry about future
They teach us like experienced tutor
They are my dearest friends
Who live with me with 爱情 that never ends
No end, everyday is a new start
There is no way we can be apart
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew 你 for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
你 always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
你 always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
你 just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew 你 would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
你 and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
你 ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never 说 goodbye
I wish i could of 说 goodbye
For 你 are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss 你 and 你 will never be forgotten
____________________________________________________
Only knew 你 for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
你 always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
你 always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
你 just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew 你 would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
你 and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
你 ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never 说 goodbye
I wish i could of 说 goodbye
For 你 are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss 你 and 你 will never be forgotten
