You've done this. You've done this to me. You've made me this way. Were 你 not thinking? Were 你 not in the right mind? How could 你 have made me this? How could 你 do that to a child who would grow up to become what I am today? I had no clue. I didn't know any better. I was so young. This was 你 who did this. I try so hard. To undo your wrongs. But it is so hard. I fear I will never recover. I 爱情 你 with all my 心 but you've done this to me. You've give this to me. It holds me back. It kills my dreams. I want to do some many things and now I fear that I can not because of what 你 have done. I don't want to be like you. I don't want to have what 你 do. It holds 你 back. It's killing you. It's hurting me. I don't want that for my life. I want to be my own person. Not who you've made me. Why? Why did 你 do this? 你 didn't think to what this might lead to in the future. I will not stand for this. I'm not going to be like you. I won't. I'll make it. Watch me. Just watch me.

你 left everything 你 had. 你 came to my family. 你 made me. Then 你 left. 你 left us. 你 left us all alone. 你 went back to where 你 came from. Was I not good enough? How could 你 just leave us? Have 你 no heart. Have 你 no soul. Have 你 no sense of decency. 你 may have helped to bring me into this world but 你 didn't help raise me to become a part of it. If I met 你 I would ignore you. If I met 你 I would hate you. I never want to see you. 你 don't really care. And 你 don't 爱情 me.

Im walking home.. ur gone. i start to walk 更多 and then rain pours down on me. I never felt like this u promised me that u wouldnt leave me. I may stay the night with ally but shes with her bf.. Im just gonna go to a hotel and sleep there. I walk and cry im just gonna go home. when i do go 首页 i climb the 树 and go in the window and look in the mirror was i to ugly 4 u?!? I take out some scissors and cut my hair and arms and i pretty now?.. I go to the 床, 床上 room and let the blood drip on the floor let me hair lay down its ugly. Ur werent gonna leave me u promised me!! i stare at the blank 墙 my world is gone. i cant take the pain any 更多 i get a call.. it from my mom and dad their gonna b 首页 soon great.. i sit up and look at what ive done to myself no 更多 me im done being the bright girl im done. I start screaming why u leave me!!! I Tried to explain to u! but no! U LEFT ME I LAUGHED AT THE THE UGLY GIRL IN THE MIRROR. well guys thats it till part 2 hoped u liked it!!