It was 9:15 and i was honestly not feeling this dance. some of the girls really threw themselves on you. i had just finished dancing with someone and i went to ask Kiara to dance with me. I went over to Jazzy.
"Where is Kiara."
"She went outside. 你 might want to talk to her before 9:30"
"Just do it."
and with that she walked away.
"Jazzy Im gonna go outside"
"Why? are 你 OK?"
"Ya i have to change and it reeks of hairspray, perfume, and desperation" i say as i watch Saxon dance with some 随意 girl.
"Ok. dont leave without saying bye to me though"
"Really Jazzy? of course not!"
i walked slowly to my locker and started to take off all my pictures and emptying it out. Even if i didnt exactly like most of the people here i am going to miss this place alot.
I went to the bathroom and changed into sweats, a hoodie, and my converse. i wanted to be confortable on the plane. I went ourside with my bag and sat on the bench looking up at the stars thinking of all the good and bad times i had here. I had 15 分钟 before my mom was going to pick me up.
As i stared at the sky someone sat 下一个 to me. Saxon.
"Hey" he said
"Hey. why are 你 out here?"
"I could ask 你 the same thing."
i took a deep breath. i had to tell him.
"Hey Saxon. we need to talk."
"I wanted to tell 你 this before but i didnt know how so im just going to tell you. Im moving to 伦敦 and im leaving in about 8 minutes."
I look up at him and he just stares at me.
"Why didnt 你 tell me?"
"I didnt know how"
all of a sudden Jazzy bursts through the doors.
"oh thank God your still here!"
she sits 下一个 to us. we were all silent until my mom texted me saying she would be here in 5 minutes.
i look at Jazzy
"im going to miss you." i say
i could tell she was trying to hold it together for me but i was doing the same thing.
I looked at her and thought of all the things we did together the good and bad the funny and serious. I gave her one last hug before we all stood up. I looked at Saxon.
"Im gonna miss 你 too"
i could tell he was still mad i didnt tell him till now but he smiled and gave me a hug
"I'll miss 你 too"
My mom pulled up as i pulled away.
As i got in the car i yelled
"text me, call me i dont care! I 爱情 你 guys"
and with that my mom pulled of and i had a last glimpse of my best friends.
I stared at the car till i couldnt see it anymore. i looked into the sky that me and Kiara would look at and try to name the stars. she was like a sister to me. How could i live without her? A tear rolled down my cheek.
The only girl that i ever had a real crush on had just left. just like that. i walked to a corner so that Jazzy wouldnt see me crying.
I sat on the plane staring out the window as we took off. I put my feet up and covered most of my face with my sleeves so no one would see me crying. my two best friends. my two only friends. gone.