as well all know michael was never allowed to call him daddy as a little boy and dad as an adult joseph never showed michael any affection towards him at all he never huged him and never 说 i 爱情 你 to him not once as a kid and not once as an adult
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when michael was little joseph always inlisted in him and his siblings that they were not allowed to call him dad he always 说 to them that its not ok to call him dad 或者 daddy its joseh to them he always was a strong disciplinarian to his children
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when michael and his brothers would practice for shows 或者 tours joseph would always watch them like a hawk he would sit in a chair and have this serious expersion on his face and would watch them very closely like a hawk watching there every 移动 and step making sure if they were to mess up then michael 或者 one of his brohters would get it
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michael once 说 that his father would always make him an example 由 saying do it like michael even though michael would hate the fact that he was always be put on the spot like that 由 his father as we all know michael hated leaving 首页 and being far away from his mother and sisters and not seeing them for a long period of time sometimes michael would hide so he would have to go but joseph would always find him crying saying he didnt want to go and didnt want to sing anymore all michael wanted is to be a regular kid and just play with other kids and meet new 老友记
joseph would always grab him out of the hiding place that he would be hiding and put him in the car still crying and not wanting to go at all joseph didnt care about the fact that he didnt want to go he just didnt want to hear it
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the only grown up friend that michael had was his tutor rose fine the only true friend that he had while he was away from his mother she was like a mother figure to michael she would hug him and comfort him when he needed it
first
when michael was little joseph always inlisted in him and his siblings that they were not allowed to call him dad he always 说 to them that its not ok to call him dad 或者 daddy its joseh to them he always was a strong disciplinarian to his children
秒
when michael and his brothers would practice for shows 或者 tours joseph would always watch them like a hawk he would sit in a chair and have this serious expersion on his face and would watch them very closely like a hawk watching there every 移动 and step making sure if they were to mess up then michael 或者 one of his brohters would get it
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michael once 说 that his father would always make him an example 由 saying do it like michael even though michael would hate the fact that he was always be put on the spot like that 由 his father as we all know michael hated leaving 首页 and being far away from his mother and sisters and not seeing them for a long period of time sometimes michael would hide so he would have to go but joseph would always find him crying saying he didnt want to go and didnt want to sing anymore all michael wanted is to be a regular kid and just play with other kids and meet new 老友记
joseph would always grab him out of the hiding place that he would be hiding and put him in the car still crying and not wanting to go at all joseph didnt care about the fact that he didnt want to go he just didnt want to hear it
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the only grown up friend that michael had was his tutor rose fine the only true friend that he had while he was away from his mother she was like a mother figure to michael she would hug him and comfort him when he needed it
Alicia's Blood that she donated to help save michael...
Jaycee's P.O.V.
I sit alone in my bathroom upstairs, my reflection staring back at me. Mascara tears were rolling down on my cheeks, making my face look like it had spiders on it. Chunks of my own hair was scattered under my chair. That's right, I cut my hair. Now it was a short bob and it has a red-auburn color to it.
If my family won't change, then I'll just have to change for them. I can focus on anything anymore, all I ever think about is my torn up family. They're starting to affect me in ways that will ruin my life entirely. I changed my sense of style, from pretty girly girl dresses to black leather coats and lots of eyeliner.
I sit alone in my bathroom upstairs, my reflection staring back at me. Mascara tears were rolling down on my cheeks, making my face look like it had spiders on it. Chunks of my own hair was scattered under my chair. That's right, I cut my hair. Now it was a short bob and it has a red-auburn color to it.
If my family won't change, then I'll just have to change for them. I can focus on anything anymore, all I ever think about is my torn up family. They're starting to affect me in ways that will ruin my life entirely. I changed my sense of style, from pretty girly girl dresses to black leather coats and lots of eyeliner.
Michael's P.O.V
When our private jet arrived in California, I was 更多 than overjoyed. I could see my mother, sisters and Randy again and we could be together for the moment before Joseph made another gig. Honestly, this is much better than when we had to do those " chitlin circuits " we did in the mid 60s. Then, I was far away from those I enjoy most, I already see my brothers everyday.
Hayvenhurst seemed to glow 更多 than usual, and I couldn't be 更多 than excited to see them. I could rest with no interruptions and embrace my mother with all my might. I just hope that one 日 everything will stop at a pulsing halt; maybe have our family be together, not 由 default.
* Running out of ideas but I'll keep hanging on and let my creative juices flow! *
When our private jet arrived in California, I was 更多 than overjoyed. I could see my mother, sisters and Randy again and we could be together for the moment before Joseph made another gig. Honestly, this is much better than when we had to do those " chitlin circuits " we did in the mid 60s. Then, I was far away from those I enjoy most, I already see my brothers everyday.
Hayvenhurst seemed to glow 更多 than usual, and I couldn't be 更多 than excited to see them. I could rest with no interruptions and embrace my mother with all my might. I just hope that one 日 everything will stop at a pulsing halt; maybe have our family be together, not 由 default.
* Running out of ideas but I'll keep hanging on and let my creative juices flow! *
A few months later...
Michael's P.O.V
I'm working on my first adulthood solo album with Quincy Jones ( whom I call Funky ). It's supposed to be a sign that I'm not a child anymore and that I'm completely capable of working without my brothers under my wing, and my father taking charge of all my actions.
At least with Quincy, I know that he thinks that I can be a successful solo artist. And then there is other reasons too. I want to be known 更多 than another black artist. I want to overcome those color barriers. And being stuck in the same R&B chart isn't fun either. I want to break that streak too. I also want to be became better known outside the United States, I want to thrive outside America and explore and get a bigger 粉丝 base. I know it's a lot of expectations but I know it'll all happen someday....
Sorry it's so short, just having a mild writers block. I'll be sure to make it longer 下一个 time though. <3 Hugs and Kisses
Michael's P.O.V
I'm working on my first adulthood solo album with Quincy Jones ( whom I call Funky ). It's supposed to be a sign that I'm not a child anymore and that I'm completely capable of working without my brothers under my wing, and my father taking charge of all my actions.
At least with Quincy, I know that he thinks that I can be a successful solo artist. And then there is other reasons too. I want to be known 更多 than another black artist. I want to overcome those color barriers. And being stuck in the same R&B chart isn't fun either. I want to break that streak too. I also want to be became better known outside the United States, I want to thrive outside America and explore and get a bigger 粉丝 base. I know it's a lot of expectations but I know it'll all happen someday....
Sorry it's so short, just having a mild writers block. I'll be sure to make it longer 下一个 time though. <3 Hugs and Kisses
