Hold my hand

First of all, I haven't been on here in awhile so, I missed 你 guys. I just need to loyal support of 你 all because a few days ago, I 迷失 one of my uncles to a serious battle of cancer :'( I need 你 to just help me make through for the funeral tomorrow. I don't know what to expect and I'm scared. I don't think I can do it. I miss him so much. I looked up to him 更多 like a father, than an Uncle. But, just pray for me, and my family in our time of need. I hate he's gone, but I didn't want to see him suffer the way he was. I 爱情 你 guys so much. Thanks :)