Sick, sick of sleeping on the floor
Another night, another score
I'm jaded
Bottles breaking
"alright, I am listening." He calmed down so she would talk ot him.
"fine, I am leaving for very slefish reason. 你 know why? because I am so sick and tired of feeling under appreciated and I am stressed out all the time, and everything is just frustrating. Of course I don't want to leave anyone here, I've been here so long anf I've gone through so much with everyone but I think it's better if I left. It's time for a change, 你 all are way too dependant on me so maybe if I leave 你 and eveyone else 你 all will cope and finally realize 你 don't need me. You'll do fine without me here and 你 will see that once I am gone. Sure it will take a couple of days maybe even weeks but everyone in this team including 你 are strong and have shown that strength several times before.Honestly I didn't know what to expect when I came to see you, I know I hoped, nevermind what i hoped it doesn't matter. You've 说 what 你 have to say and now I have too. so unless 你 have something 你 regret saying 或者 would regret not saying before I leave then I am going to head 首页 and rest before I have to get on that plane and leave." she finally got past Mac and headed toward the door but then she heard a faint but clear voice.
"I don't want 你 to leave because i 爱情 you." he whispered staring at the floor.
"mac?" she asked confused.
"you told me earlier to tell 你 what could possibly keep 你 here, well there it is. that's what I can tell 你 that i hope could keep 你 here. That I do appreciate 你 更多 than 你 could ever know, 你 have been there for me through everything, 你 call me out on my bullshit and 你 never back down even when i can be frustrating and hard headed, you've never let me down, and for that and plenty of other reaons I appreciate and 爱情 you."
"Mac, why are 你 making this so hard to choose? she sadly replied.
He finally looked up at her and moved close to her, "because if 你 leave then I am going to be broken again just like when claire left. the only difference is She didn't have a choice and 你 do. So 你 choose to walk out of my life that's your own choice and even though I would be in so much pain from seeing 你 leave i will face the fact that 你 were the one that decided what 你 wanted and needed to do.So yes I 爱情 你 and I so badly want 你 to stay but if 你 don't feel the same way 或者 你 don't think that reason is good enough to keep 你 here then go and I will try my best not to go after 你 and to just let it go."
She hugged him tightly but he didn't hug her back he just stood there, she stopped hugging him and looked at him.
"what was that? you've got to be kidding 你 say all that and then I try to hug 你 because first off I am so glad 你 feel that way about me and 秒 of trying to comfort you!" She was getting angry again.
damn, he thought. Girl's are a roller coaster of emotions!
She was about to storn out but before she even turned he placed his hand on her hip and that instantly froze her in place.
"Stella." he got her attention and she looked at him then down at the floor but he once again called her. "Stell, Look at me, please." he 说 sincerly. " I didn't respond to your hug because I don't want to be led on, I want a reply to what I just 说 because it took so much for me to admit my feeling to 你 and I have waited for so long to tell 你 those things and I have also waited so long to hear your reply. Another thing is I want to hear your decision, I have to know what 你 are going to do about all this that just happened."
It was quiet for a moment then suddenly Stella spoke softly.
" I 爱情 你 too Mac, that's why I came here honestly. I wanted to see if 你 felt the same way as I felt but then I came here to all this and then of course 你 know we had this whole arguement 你 don't need a recap anf of course I am staying here! How could youexpect me to leave 你 after those things 你 just told me, do 你 really think that little of me?" she asked in disbelief.
then he suddenly hugged her like she had huged him before. He kissed the 最佳, 返回页首 of her head and then spoke into her ear.
"Of course I don't think little of 你 Stell but it was your choice, I didn't want to force 你 to stay 由 that confession. I wanted 你 to stay for your reasons of wanting to stay not mine." He glanced at the clock, It read 1:40.
He then spoke again, "we've been at this for almost an hour, how about 你 just spnd tonight here. No funny buisness 或者 anything, I'll even sleep on the couch."
Stella looked at him like he was crazy. " No way! We are sleeping in the same bed! we are two gorwn adults who obviously 爱情 eachother so I think we can handle sharing a bed. Plus I am postive we will both sleep much better in eachother's company." Before he could even think about protesting,( even though he wasn't going to) she dragged him to the 床, 床上 and layed beside him. Before he could even think about shutting his eyes to sleep, she kissed him then smiled sweetly and placed her head on his chest and dosed off soon after Mac was happily asleep too with Stella in his arms.
Another night, another score
I'm jaded
Bottles breaking
"alright, I am listening." He calmed down so she would talk ot him.
"fine, I am leaving for very slefish reason. 你 know why? because I am so sick and tired of feeling under appreciated and I am stressed out all the time, and everything is just frustrating. Of course I don't want to leave anyone here, I've been here so long anf I've gone through so much with everyone but I think it's better if I left. It's time for a change, 你 all are way too dependant on me so maybe if I leave 你 and eveyone else 你 all will cope and finally realize 你 don't need me. You'll do fine without me here and 你 will see that once I am gone. Sure it will take a couple of days maybe even weeks but everyone in this team including 你 are strong and have shown that strength several times before.Honestly I didn't know what to expect when I came to see you, I know I hoped, nevermind what i hoped it doesn't matter. You've 说 what 你 have to say and now I have too. so unless 你 have something 你 regret saying 或者 would regret not saying before I leave then I am going to head 首页 and rest before I have to get on that plane and leave." she finally got past Mac and headed toward the door but then she heard a faint but clear voice.
"I don't want 你 to leave because i 爱情 you." he whispered staring at the floor.
"mac?" she asked confused.
"you told me earlier to tell 你 what could possibly keep 你 here, well there it is. that's what I can tell 你 that i hope could keep 你 here. That I do appreciate 你 更多 than 你 could ever know, 你 have been there for me through everything, 你 call me out on my bullshit and 你 never back down even when i can be frustrating and hard headed, you've never let me down, and for that and plenty of other reaons I appreciate and 爱情 you."
"Mac, why are 你 making this so hard to choose? she sadly replied.
He finally looked up at her and moved close to her, "because if 你 leave then I am going to be broken again just like when claire left. the only difference is She didn't have a choice and 你 do. So 你 choose to walk out of my life that's your own choice and even though I would be in so much pain from seeing 你 leave i will face the fact that 你 were the one that decided what 你 wanted and needed to do.So yes I 爱情 你 and I so badly want 你 to stay but if 你 don't feel the same way 或者 你 don't think that reason is good enough to keep 你 here then go and I will try my best not to go after 你 and to just let it go."
She hugged him tightly but he didn't hug her back he just stood there, she stopped hugging him and looked at him.
"what was that? you've got to be kidding 你 say all that and then I try to hug 你 because first off I am so glad 你 feel that way about me and 秒 of trying to comfort you!" She was getting angry again.
damn, he thought. Girl's are a roller coaster of emotions!
She was about to storn out but before she even turned he placed his hand on her hip and that instantly froze her in place.
"Stella." he got her attention and she looked at him then down at the floor but he once again called her. "Stell, Look at me, please." he 说 sincerly. " I didn't respond to your hug because I don't want to be led on, I want a reply to what I just 说 because it took so much for me to admit my feeling to 你 and I have waited for so long to tell 你 those things and I have also waited so long to hear your reply. Another thing is I want to hear your decision, I have to know what 你 are going to do about all this that just happened."
It was quiet for a moment then suddenly Stella spoke softly.
" I 爱情 你 too Mac, that's why I came here honestly. I wanted to see if 你 felt the same way as I felt but then I came here to all this and then of course 你 know we had this whole arguement 你 don't need a recap anf of course I am staying here! How could youexpect me to leave 你 after those things 你 just told me, do 你 really think that little of me?" she asked in disbelief.
then he suddenly hugged her like she had huged him before. He kissed the 最佳, 返回页首 of her head and then spoke into her ear.
"Of course I don't think little of 你 Stell but it was your choice, I didn't want to force 你 to stay 由 that confession. I wanted 你 to stay for your reasons of wanting to stay not mine." He glanced at the clock, It read 1:40.
He then spoke again, "we've been at this for almost an hour, how about 你 just spnd tonight here. No funny buisness 或者 anything, I'll even sleep on the couch."
Stella looked at him like he was crazy. " No way! We are sleeping in the same bed! we are two gorwn adults who obviously 爱情 eachother so I think we can handle sharing a bed. Plus I am postive we will both sleep much better in eachother's company." Before he could even think about protesting,( even though he wasn't going to) she dragged him to the 床, 床上 and layed beside him. Before he could even think about shutting his eyes to sleep, she kissed him then smiled sweetly and placed her head on his chest and dosed off soon after Mac was happily asleep too with Stella in his arms.