One 更多 reason I should never have met you
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control

Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would 你 take me home


She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing 淋浴 she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the 长椅, 沙发 waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what 更多 do 你 expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know 你 have one. because even when 你 are drunk 你 think about what 你 say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when 你 are sober 你 think about the consiquences of what 你 say and when 你 are drunk 你 just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem 你 are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault 或者 not? Soon 你 will not be here and 你 wont have to worry about taking care of me 或者 cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He 说 a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. 你 are mad at me because I am leaving 你 and everyone else behind? so since 你 know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would 你 say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. 你 should want to stay on your own because 你 know as well as I do that everyone here needs 你 and loves 你 and when 你 leave we are going to be a wreck not only because 你 are a key asset to the team but 你 are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our 老友记 but now 你 just made it so much 更多 difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for 你 when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what 你 think of this and how 你 feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She 说 angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I 说 I've meant is how I feel about 你 leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because 你 have been here for me so much and 你 are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason 你 are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did 你 come here, what did 你 expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never 说 any of that, so now 你 are just putting words in my mouth. So are 你 going to stop interrogating me for five fucking 秒 and let me speak for myself 或者 should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as 你 have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.