Coldplay's Lost
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The Fray's Enough For Now
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3 Months later… I will not face anything.
The last 日 of school and junior 年 was pure torture. Summer I could only hope being better but everything is just a blur. The only thing that sticks out now is riding my 马 and the hillside.
“Hey there buddy want to go for a ride?” I spoke in a soothing voice to my horse. Billy nickered to me softly.
“Yea… Alright let’s go for a ride.”
I tacked him up slowly taking my time. He always seemed to enjoy that. He was a good height not too big and not too small. He was 15.2 a blood 湾 with two back socks. He was wide barreled and smooth to ride like a rocking horse.
I put my foot in the stirrup. My left hand on the mane and my right on the saddle and pulled myself up. Not staying in one spot for too long I gently ask him to go.
Five 分钟 and I was at my 最喜爱的 spot 由 a creak in the wooded hills. I spent hours here I felt closer to him. My dad and somehow I could almost see him. A shimmer of light was all it would take. I knew I was only imagining it but it was better than facing the truth of everything.
I would be moving soon. There was nothing I could say 或者 do to change her mind. I had lived here my entire life and now she wanted us to just pack up and leave. Sell everything I knew would come to an end and my rides would never again happen to carry me away from reality. My 马 would be sold to help pay for a house off the 海滩 of South Carolina. They would be the last two 马 left that my father and I worked with. This made them very expensive and they sold quickly.
I can’t believe her my entire life changing. I have no 老友记 now so I guess in a way that made it easier in a way. I remanded silent the entire plane and car rides there.
Everything would remain a blur from here on out. No 更多 pain if I don’t let anyone in as simple as that. I would never again say 更多 than was absolutely demanded of me.
I walk along the 海滩 and the movers were doing what they did what they did best. They made themselves ready to destroy people at any 秒 for the person who was in charge my mother. I watched the sunset until the stars were the only thing lighting the way to the chamber of misery.
I walked through the door.
“Where on earth have 你 been young lady?” My mother semi yelled. I could hear the anger in her voice.
I remained silent but it was a big mistake. I knew of course either way that even if I had tried to answer she would not have listened. She was on one of her rampages now. So I ignored it and began walking to my supposedly 床, 床上 room. She followed of course. She was predictable now ever since… No I wouldn’t bring myself to think of that now. She continued forcing me to listen to her now.
“Some neighbors showed up when 你 were off causing trouble. I saw a nice boy about your age I would like 你 to meet him tomorrow at dinner. I am also advising 你 to try and not screw it up.” She 说 harshly.
I turned around and rolled my eyes as I got ready to go to sleep. I lay in 床, 床上 that night tossing and turning.
I thought to myself one 日 down and 450 更多 to go until collage and I can get away.
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