In desperete need of help.

I can see why 你 might be a little desperate. Confusing feelings always make things look a lot harder. Are 你 sure you're not in 爱情 with her? I think 你 just thought that was it, because 你 were afraid of losing her as a friend and 你 wanted to 显示 her that 你 care about her. It's obvious that she has some issues herself. She has no faith in love, but wants to be loved very badly. What won't help her is faking feelings towards her. Neither one of 你 will get any happier 由 that. 你 shouldn't feel like her well-being is your sole responsibility and you're not allowed to be confused 由 feelings yourself. 你 shouldn't feel bad because 你 told her 你 loved her as a lover when 你 don't, because 你 didn't say it to make her feel bad.

What I think 你 should do, is explain everything to her. Tell her what 你 went through 你 when she 说 she'd quit 潮流粉丝俱乐部 forever. Tell her how bad so felt when 你 realised you're not in 爱情 with her and how afraid 你 were when 你 thought about dissappointing her. Tell her 你 want the best for her. 显示 her that she shouldn't have so less faith in love, because she is loved 由 你 (as a friend) and that 你 are there for her to help her with her 爱情 life. 爱情 between 老友记 (especially at your age) can be so much longer-lasting and unconditionally than a fleeting passion between lovers... The fact that 你 felt the need to ask people for help with this shows that 你 care deeply for her and her well-being. So give her what 你 can give her, namely a great friendship, support and the feeling of being loved 由 a friend.

It will be up to her from that point. If she accepts this and is happy with what 你 can give her, she is 更多 than worth your energy.
If she doesn't, her problems are deeper than what 你 can handle. Tell her that you'll be there for her when she changes her mind, but don't let her problems become yours. 你 were willing to make yourself completely vulnerable 由 telling exactly how 你 feel, and if she doesn't see 或者 appreciate that, she's not worth your friendship.

Good luck!

oh dear this is tricky. go along with the whole 爱情 thing. if your only 老友记 on 潮流粉丝俱乐部 then im sure this 爱情 will slowly fade, for her too. just try to hang in there until she feels like she just loves 你 as a friend. I hope this works!

(ps. r u a guy 或者 a girl?)