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portuguesegirl said:
well i live with someone for 14 years, wich i am still in love! this week he told me that that he 爱情 me, but not in 爱情 with me any more... I have to say that we were abset, so we were having a meeting.... I fellt like if is the end of the word, i cry cry forever, i just totaly 迷失 the control, that really really hurt me dip, very dip. I think is the worst think someone ever 说 to me, i canot tell you, how much i being soffering after that, i just canot get over it! still on my head, I am not in 爱情 with 你 any more..... than he also said, I 爱情 你 and care for 你 couse we live together for so long.... I felt such a big pain in my hart, like i could not breath.... that 日 we agree to separate, it was horrible. I still have feelings for this man, i still fancy him, after all this years, he works a way, and everytime he comes home, i still fancy him like mad. But for a long time that thinkgs not being the same, like when he is back from work he his allways tierd and 秒 day, he still not interested in have sexo, this being like this for a long time. I thougt that is becase he now allways travel a lot, but 秒 day, and third.... for god sake!! I abset him, because i talk about things that we could do, wich is stupid he fell this way.... he is a quite guy.... works hard have lots of male friends, he is good looking, well a big balley, but charming!! so any way, for me the way i see it, 爱情 is like 爱情 your sister, friends, mother, father, etc but in 爱情 is from a woman and man, that fancy each other, want to 吻乐队(Kiss) and hug that person, feel that he have to say, I 爱情 你 after make love, is that feeling that 你 can see and look at other people but in the end of the day, 你 would not fancy them 或者 betray. For me it feell like is the end of the world. I 迷失 the balance of live.... i am so said, and lost. 5 days after this, he told me that don't know what 爱情 is any more.... I had to find out if i can live like this. I know dip down the write think is just live this man that hurt my hart so dip. I wish one day, he learns how much it hurt on me... I had found out one think that being living like this make me reallize that i miss have someone that really fancy me, 吻乐队(Kiss) and miss me and all that thinks that mean so much, i did not have that from him for a long time. So 迷失 I am.
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