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My name is Isabella Marie 天鹅 and two years 以前 I was faced with the worst desition of my life...I had to pick who I would marry. Edward the 爱情 of my life who I had been with through some crazy things 或者 my best 老友记 that I loved and that loved me Jacob.He helped me through some rough times and helped me to be happy when I was in the worst pain.I know secrets about both of them I could never tell,and what was worse I loved both of them.When I finaly picked everyone was suprised because I pick Jacob Black,and two months laster I became Mrs.Black.
Today we lay in 床, 床上 amrs wraped around each other.Jacob was still sleeping but I was awake listening to his 心 beat,it was nice to have a boy friend 或者 a husband who had a 心 beat.I just woke from a dream the wost dream I had ever had.....Edward was siting in alices room asking why I left and why I picked Jacob and thats when alice had the a vision of me coming and asking for Edward to take me back and him saying yes.Thats how my dream ended.I was happy in my dream but when I woke I was anything but.I looked at my husband who I loved but when i closed my eyes I saw Edwad who I loved even 更多 then Jacob if it was posible.I began to cry thats when jacob woke up he held me tight and kissed my forhead all I could do is lay there and let this hapen.I couldnt tell him I still 爱情 Edward 或者 that I 爱情 him 更多 then I used to.I couldn`t just leave him but I had to know if Edward still loved me if he did then I tell him I still 爱情 him to if not then i`d just stay with Jacob and live a happy life.
The 下一个 日 called Alices cell phone she answered with a exsited"Hey Bella.No Edwards not here but I will answer your question.""Hello Alice.I`m not suer how to ask this but does Edward still 爱情 me?".Her voice sounded suprised when she answered but it was the answer I was hoping and wishing for,"Bella 你 know he still loves you,he is probably the only man who can say he will 爱情 你 forever and really mean it.He would do anything to make 你 happy thats why he didnt fight for 你 he thinks your be happier with Jacob."I sat there in shock i`ll I could say is"Alice I still 爱情 him 更多 then i`ve loved anyone before,I dont want to lose him.Were are 你 guy`s living I need to see him but dont let him know im coming....ok?"Alice didn`t answer for a 分钟 but when she did see told me they were still at the house just outside forks."oh 由 the Bella dont were a 粉, 粉色 最佳, 返回页首 或者 you`ll fall in the mud coming up to the door go with the bule because it`s his favourite colour on you.See 你 soon!"I got off the phone and I told Jacob I wanted to take a drive to see my dad.He didnt really care so I 说 bye and I left for Edwards house.I Put on my blue 最佳, 返回页首 just befor I left and when I got ther Alice was outside waiting for me."Edwards not back yet from hunting with everyone else but I called and he 说 he`ll be back around five so about 30 分钟 from now"I looked at her she hadn`t changed all that much other then her hair.It was longer and in pony-tail she looked great.I couldn`t wait to see Edward`s face.
I looked out Alice`s Window and said"When he gets here dont think about me make sure this is a suprise and tell him to go to his room" She looked at me and replied"O.K but I need to do somthing about your hair it looks like 你 just woke up."I looked at her and she started laughing remembering I was human and it was only 10:00 in the morring so I must have just woken-up."O.K but nothing crazy!"
20 分钟 later I was siting on edwards 长椅, 沙发 my hair and make-up done,wearing Alice`s jeans and my top.Thats when I saw his sliver Volvo pull in to the drve way.Alice was already outside 由 now and I heard her tell Edward to go up to his room and then come back to tell her if something was different and if he liked it.He had no clue what she was talking about and 由 the look on his face he couldn`t clearly read her thoughts.Now I was nervous I was in his room but why wasnt he up here yet.Was he doing this to seem human 或者 did he know I was here and doing this to bug me for not seeing him?
The door opened a 分钟 later, Edward looked at me and dropped his bags..........
To be continued if 你 like the story so far!
My name is Isabella Marie 天鹅 and two years 以前 I was faced with the worst desition of my life...I had to pick who I would marry. Edward the 爱情 of my life who I had been with through some crazy things 或者 my best 老友记 that I loved and that loved me Jacob.He helped me through some rough times and helped me to be happy when I was in the worst pain.I know secrets about both of them I could never tell,and what was worse I loved both of them.When I finaly picked everyone was suprised because I pick Jacob Black,and two months laster I became Mrs.Black.
Today we lay in 床, 床上 amrs wraped around each other.Jacob was still sleeping but I was awake listening to his 心 beat,it was nice to have a boy friend 或者 a husband who had a 心 beat.I just woke from a dream the wost dream I had ever had.....Edward was siting in alices room asking why I left and why I picked Jacob and thats when alice had the a vision of me coming and asking for Edward to take me back and him saying yes.Thats how my dream ended.I was happy in my dream but when I woke I was anything but.I looked at my husband who I loved but when i closed my eyes I saw Edwad who I loved even 更多 then Jacob if it was posible.I began to cry thats when jacob woke up he held me tight and kissed my forhead all I could do is lay there and let this hapen.I couldnt tell him I still 爱情 Edward 或者 that I 爱情 him 更多 then I used to.I couldn`t just leave him but I had to know if Edward still loved me if he did then I tell him I still 爱情 him to if not then i`d just stay with Jacob and live a happy life.
The 下一个 日 called Alices cell phone she answered with a exsited"Hey Bella.No Edwards not here but I will answer your question.""Hello Alice.I`m not suer how to ask this but does Edward still 爱情 me?".Her voice sounded suprised when she answered but it was the answer I was hoping and wishing for,"Bella 你 know he still loves you,he is probably the only man who can say he will 爱情 你 forever and really mean it.He would do anything to make 你 happy thats why he didnt fight for 你 he thinks your be happier with Jacob."I sat there in shock i`ll I could say is"Alice I still 爱情 him 更多 then i`ve loved anyone before,I dont want to lose him.Were are 你 guy`s living I need to see him but dont let him know im coming....ok?"Alice didn`t answer for a 分钟 but when she did see told me they were still at the house just outside forks."oh 由 the Bella dont were a 粉, 粉色 最佳, 返回页首 或者 you`ll fall in the mud coming up to the door go with the bule because it`s his favourite colour on you.See 你 soon!"I got off the phone and I told Jacob I wanted to take a drive to see my dad.He didnt really care so I 说 bye and I left for Edwards house.I Put on my blue 最佳, 返回页首 just befor I left and when I got ther Alice was outside waiting for me."Edwards not back yet from hunting with everyone else but I called and he 说 he`ll be back around five so about 30 分钟 from now"I looked at her she hadn`t changed all that much other then her hair.It was longer and in pony-tail she looked great.I couldn`t wait to see Edward`s face.
I looked out Alice`s Window and said"When he gets here dont think about me make sure this is a suprise and tell him to go to his room" She looked at me and replied"O.K but I need to do somthing about your hair it looks like 你 just woke up."I looked at her and she started laughing remembering I was human and it was only 10:00 in the morring so I must have just woken-up."O.K but nothing crazy!"
20 分钟 later I was siting on edwards 长椅, 沙发 my hair and make-up done,wearing Alice`s jeans and my top.Thats when I saw his sliver Volvo pull in to the drve way.Alice was already outside 由 now and I heard her tell Edward to go up to his room and then come back to tell her if something was different and if he liked it.He had no clue what she was talking about and 由 the look on his face he couldn`t clearly read her thoughts.Now I was nervous I was in his room but why wasnt he up here yet.Was he doing this to seem human 或者 did he know I was here and doing this to bug me for not seeing him?
The door opened a 分钟 later, Edward looked at me and dropped his bags..........
To be continued if 你 like the story so far!