>”Meredith , I think we need to talk.” was all he said, his voice cold and resentful, the look on his eyes indicated a mix of confusion, pain and anger.
>”Ok then talk.”
>”They’re mine, aren’t they?”
>”Yes…”
>”Damn it Meredith, how could 你 hide from me the fact that 你 were pregnant with my children.”
>”They are not your children, they are my children, I was there for their first steps, their first words, for everything, I am working 12 hours a day, am a single mum and still I’m there for everything, 你 never were so 你 have no right calling them your children.”
>”And whose fault is that? Do 你 think that if I knew I wouldn’t like to be there for all three of you?”
>” If 你 came here to fight, 你 might as well leave, I’m not in the mood for it and I don’t want to scare the kids with the voices. What’s in the past is in the past Derek, we can’t change that.”
>”Yeah but that doesn’t change the fact that I have two four year-old kids that don’t even know me.”
>”They know you! They know you! I’ve talked to them about you, cause they kept asking, JD knows that his middle name Derek is because of 你 and Cass knows that her middle name Emma is from your mother. They know 你 are a neurosurgeon and that 你 fix peoples’ brains, in fact 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · wants to become a neurosurgeon too when he grows up, he is really smart he is definitely going to make it. They know 你 leave here in Seattle and that 你 爱情 fishing, another thing 你 have in common with JD, I swear this kids is like a replica of you. And they also have your last name… Shepherd. Their name is Grey-Shepherd and not Grey, Derek.”
Derek was now softer and he had become fascinated at the amount of information Meredith had just revealed him about his children. But what hit him the most…. Shepherd, after everything that had happened she wanted her kids to have his last name, she acknowledged him as their father, long before he knew anything about them.
>”I was going to tell you” she admitted silently, “I really was, I was coming to your office but I found 你 in the nurses’ station 展示 the house plans of our dream house to that nurse. The kisses and the hugs in the hall did indeed bother me but I could handle it, I was used to watching 你 with another women, it was the same as Addison. But watching 你 revealing to her our future, I couldn’t take it Derek. I know I was being selfish but I couldn’t, so I left. 你 seemed happy, happier than 你 were when we were together, she was a better women, so I walked away. “ her voice was a level upon whisper and she could tell she was ready to break down in sobs but she didn’t want to reveal her vulnerability to him.
Derek didn’t know what to tell. He was stunned. So he 说 the only coherent word he could pronounce at that moment. ”Meredith…”
>”Don’t Derek…” she cut him, “please just don’t say anything, I can’t take anymore of your lies” she 说 with a defeated voice.
>”I’ve never lied to you” he stated firmly. “Every single thing I told 你 was real, I 爱情 你 Meredith, I do, but 你 won’t let me. I know I’ve made mistakes and I know I’ve hurt 你 but all I am asking is a chance to 显示 你 how much I 爱情 you. These four years Meredith, were the worst of my life. I didn’t know where 你 had been, no one would tell how 你 were, I was a living ghost trying to breathe without 你 下一个 to me. When I was with Addison I continued to live because I… because when I’d come to the hospital I could see you, even from far away, I could catch a whiff of you.” He admitted something he never had. He now had tears filling his dreamy blue eyes, who were matching the cloudy morning sky of Seattle.
Meredith could see how upset and how truly sorry he was. She extended her hand towards him and he immediately took it.
>”Come upstairs, they have already fallen asleep but 你 could see them.” She told him.
Derek felt happier that he had in four years. Meredith would let him see Jaden and Cassidy.
Derek walked into their room. The side of Cass’s 床, 床上 was a bit messy, with lots of 玩偶 and teddy-bears on the floor as well as clothes thrown all over the place. The side of Jaden’s 床, 床上 was 更多 neat. It had a small fishing pole and ferry-boat toys carefully placed on a dresser as well as some balls on the floor. His 心 was filled in delight when he saw the two sleeping figures. He went to sit in the middle after 接吻 both of them on the cheek and whispering how much he loved them and how he’d never leave them. Meredith was on her bedroom, lying completely awake on the bed, staring at the ceiling. After a while Derek walked in.
>”They are perfect” he 说 calmly.
>”Yes they are,” stated Meredith “ they are both amazing.”
>”Thanks Mer, thank 你 for letting me see them, I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness but I would really want to have a place in their life.” He 说 hesitantly.
>”Um..It’s getting late Derek” she said, while missing his eyes.
>”Right yes, I’m going now, thanks again” he replied sincerely.
He was walking out of the room when he heard Meredith’s voice,
>”Maybe if 你 would like… I mean we’ll be here for at least one 更多 week, maybe 你 could spend the 日 with them, let them get to know you.” She suggested.
>”I’d 爱情 that !” he 说 with excitement that made him seem like a child who was just 给 a new toy.
>”Derek” she added “ I um… would 你 like to sleep here tonight? Its late and until 你 reach the trailer it will be morning again.” She wasn’t sure about this but she had missed him and now he was in front of her standing here smiling and she was afraid that if he left everything would disappear and she would be alone again.
>”Sure, but are 你 ok with it? I mean really ok?”
>”Yeah I am.”
>”Ok I’ll crash at the couch.”
>” 你 can um… I mean if that is also ok with you… 你 could, I mean we could…how can I say it… 你 could sleep here on the 床, 床上 with me. Jut sleep, on the 床, 床上 I mean. It’s big and the 长椅, 沙发 is old and small and your back will probably hurt in the morning. I mean we’re both adults we can sleep in the same bed. So yeah, if 你 want 你 can sleep with me here.” She finished and let out a relieved sight.
>”What?” he asked!
>”These four years, were the worst for me too, besides the kids everything else had fallen apart, I missed 你 and I still 爱情 你 and I want us to have a chance as a real family…but Derek, if you’re going to hurt me again, I need to know now, I don’t want to give 你 the key to my 心 again only to have it broken for once 更多 because now I have JD and Cass to think of and I’ll never allow anything to hurt them!” Meredith 说 with a firm voice as she was fidgeting with her wrist waiting for Derek’s answer!
Derek smiled at her and saw that she was still confused, so he approached her, gently place a hand at the small of her back and another hand at the back of her head and leaned down and kissed her. Soft kinda like a habit something that they would do for the rest of their lives, because he was never ever leaving her again, so unless she backed off he was going to be with her for the rest of their lives. Meredith immediately hugged him, while smiling through their 吻乐队（Kiss） which she deepened.
>”I 爱情 you…” Derek whispered in her ear once they broke off the kiss.
>”I 爱情 你 too, I always have. “ Meredith replied without a hint of hesitation.
Derek smirked in his own unique arrogant way, a smirk that reminded her of their children who both would give her this kind of smirk when they’d achieve making her do something they wanted. And at that point she knew she was making the right choice letting Derek in once again. They always loved each other, they just had a weird way of 展示 it, however this time it would all be different. They have their kids to think about. Derek would never hurt them and after not being with the 爱情 of his life for four years he’d sure as hell never make a similar mistake to his 前一个 ones, a mistake that would cause him to lose Meredith once again. And she on the other side was far 更多 mature and stable, she is available for a clear, truthful relationship. No 更多 back and forth … they only 移动 前锋, 期待 from now on.
>”Ok then talk.”
>”They’re mine, aren’t they?”
>”Yes…”
>”Damn it Meredith, how could 你 hide from me the fact that 你 were pregnant with my children.”
>”They are not your children, they are my children, I was there for their first steps, their first words, for everything, I am working 12 hours a day, am a single mum and still I’m there for everything, 你 never were so 你 have no right calling them your children.”
>”And whose fault is that? Do 你 think that if I knew I wouldn’t like to be there for all three of you?”
>” If 你 came here to fight, 你 might as well leave, I’m not in the mood for it and I don’t want to scare the kids with the voices. What’s in the past is in the past Derek, we can’t change that.”
>”Yeah but that doesn’t change the fact that I have two four year-old kids that don’t even know me.”
>”They know you! They know you! I’ve talked to them about you, cause they kept asking, JD knows that his middle name Derek is because of 你 and Cass knows that her middle name Emma is from your mother. They know 你 are a neurosurgeon and that 你 fix peoples’ brains, in fact 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · wants to become a neurosurgeon too when he grows up, he is really smart he is definitely going to make it. They know 你 leave here in Seattle and that 你 爱情 fishing, another thing 你 have in common with JD, I swear this kids is like a replica of you. And they also have your last name… Shepherd. Their name is Grey-Shepherd and not Grey, Derek.”
Derek was now softer and he had become fascinated at the amount of information Meredith had just revealed him about his children. But what hit him the most…. Shepherd, after everything that had happened she wanted her kids to have his last name, she acknowledged him as their father, long before he knew anything about them.
>”I was going to tell you” she admitted silently, “I really was, I was coming to your office but I found 你 in the nurses’ station 展示 the house plans of our dream house to that nurse. The kisses and the hugs in the hall did indeed bother me but I could handle it, I was used to watching 你 with another women, it was the same as Addison. But watching 你 revealing to her our future, I couldn’t take it Derek. I know I was being selfish but I couldn’t, so I left. 你 seemed happy, happier than 你 were when we were together, she was a better women, so I walked away. “ her voice was a level upon whisper and she could tell she was ready to break down in sobs but she didn’t want to reveal her vulnerability to him.
Derek didn’t know what to tell. He was stunned. So he 说 the only coherent word he could pronounce at that moment. ”Meredith…”
>”Don’t Derek…” she cut him, “please just don’t say anything, I can’t take anymore of your lies” she 说 with a defeated voice.
>”I’ve never lied to you” he stated firmly. “Every single thing I told 你 was real, I 爱情 你 Meredith, I do, but 你 won’t let me. I know I’ve made mistakes and I know I’ve hurt 你 but all I am asking is a chance to 显示 你 how much I 爱情 you. These four years Meredith, were the worst of my life. I didn’t know where 你 had been, no one would tell how 你 were, I was a living ghost trying to breathe without 你 下一个 to me. When I was with Addison I continued to live because I… because when I’d come to the hospital I could see you, even from far away, I could catch a whiff of you.” He admitted something he never had. He now had tears filling his dreamy blue eyes, who were matching the cloudy morning sky of Seattle.
Meredith could see how upset and how truly sorry he was. She extended her hand towards him and he immediately took it.
>”Come upstairs, they have already fallen asleep but 你 could see them.” She told him.
Derek felt happier that he had in four years. Meredith would let him see Jaden and Cassidy.
Derek walked into their room. The side of Cass’s 床, 床上 was a bit messy, with lots of 玩偶 and teddy-bears on the floor as well as clothes thrown all over the place. The side of Jaden’s 床, 床上 was 更多 neat. It had a small fishing pole and ferry-boat toys carefully placed on a dresser as well as some balls on the floor. His 心 was filled in delight when he saw the two sleeping figures. He went to sit in the middle after 接吻 both of them on the cheek and whispering how much he loved them and how he’d never leave them. Meredith was on her bedroom, lying completely awake on the bed, staring at the ceiling. After a while Derek walked in.
>”They are perfect” he 说 calmly.
>”Yes they are,” stated Meredith “ they are both amazing.”
>”Thanks Mer, thank 你 for letting me see them, I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness but I would really want to have a place in their life.” He 说 hesitantly.
>”Um..It’s getting late Derek” she said, while missing his eyes.
>”Right yes, I’m going now, thanks again” he replied sincerely.
He was walking out of the room when he heard Meredith’s voice,
>”Maybe if 你 would like… I mean we’ll be here for at least one 更多 week, maybe 你 could spend the 日 with them, let them get to know you.” She suggested.
>”I’d 爱情 that !” he 说 with excitement that made him seem like a child who was just 给 a new toy.
>”Derek” she added “ I um… would 你 like to sleep here tonight? Its late and until 你 reach the trailer it will be morning again.” She wasn’t sure about this but she had missed him and now he was in front of her standing here smiling and she was afraid that if he left everything would disappear and she would be alone again.
>”Sure, but are 你 ok with it? I mean really ok?”
>”Yeah I am.”
>”Ok I’ll crash at the couch.”
>” 你 can um… I mean if that is also ok with you… 你 could, I mean we could…how can I say it… 你 could sleep here on the 床, 床上 with me. Jut sleep, on the 床, 床上 I mean. It’s big and the 长椅, 沙发 is old and small and your back will probably hurt in the morning. I mean we’re both adults we can sleep in the same bed. So yeah, if 你 want 你 can sleep with me here.” She finished and let out a relieved sight.
>”What?” he asked!
>”These four years, were the worst for me too, besides the kids everything else had fallen apart, I missed 你 and I still 爱情 你 and I want us to have a chance as a real family…but Derek, if you’re going to hurt me again, I need to know now, I don’t want to give 你 the key to my 心 again only to have it broken for once 更多 because now I have JD and Cass to think of and I’ll never allow anything to hurt them!” Meredith 说 with a firm voice as she was fidgeting with her wrist waiting for Derek’s answer!
Derek smiled at her and saw that she was still confused, so he approached her, gently place a hand at the small of her back and another hand at the back of her head and leaned down and kissed her. Soft kinda like a habit something that they would do for the rest of their lives, because he was never ever leaving her again, so unless she backed off he was going to be with her for the rest of their lives. Meredith immediately hugged him, while smiling through their 吻乐队（Kiss） which she deepened.
>”I 爱情 you…” Derek whispered in her ear once they broke off the kiss.
>”I 爱情 你 too, I always have. “ Meredith replied without a hint of hesitation.
Derek smirked in his own unique arrogant way, a smirk that reminded her of their children who both would give her this kind of smirk when they’d achieve making her do something they wanted. And at that point she knew she was making the right choice letting Derek in once again. They always loved each other, they just had a weird way of 展示 it, however this time it would all be different. They have their kids to think about. Derek would never hurt them and after not being with the 爱情 of his life for four years he’d sure as hell never make a similar mistake to his 前一个 ones, a mistake that would cause him to lose Meredith once again. And she on the other side was far 更多 mature and stable, she is available for a clear, truthful relationship. No 更多 back and forth … they only 移动 前锋, 期待 from now on.
