Story: "Don’t leave me behind"
Author: edwestwick (Ana)
Disclaimer: I don’t own Gossip girl 或者 used songs.
Summary: Chuck is going to leave New York for good after he saw Blair with Nate. Will Blair see who she really has 蝴蝶 for and what if it’s too late?
Hey! Here is new chapter and there is one chapter left after this one. ‘Sparks’ update will be late as I have a lot of tests and homework since it’s end of my first semester but I will have 更多 time on Christmas.
"I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I'd wait here forever just to, to see 你 smile,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you."
"With me" Sum 41
'Listen Chuck. I 爱情 你 and I want to be with 你 but 你 know I can't just stay here with 你 forever. I would really 爱情 to but I have to come back and finish school and besides my mother would never let me.' While I was taking he sat with unreadable expression on his face.
'Ok.' I stared at him and waited but he didn't say anything else. Finally I couldn't take it anymore.
'Ok? That means 你 will come back with me?'
I looked at him and thought that in few 秒 everything will be clear. I decided I don't really want him to answer. Maybe I should ask him later when I will really have to go back because now it would sure be amazing if he will say he will go back with me to New York and we'll be together. But what if he really wants to stay here and then it will be over because as much as I would 爱情 to do it with him I know better and there is no way I could go with it. First I have school and 秒 my mother would rather let me modeling for her new collection than 移动 to Monaco and live with Chuck 低音 in his father’s hotel. She hates new money and everything that is Bart Bass.
I stopped thinking about Eleanor and looked back at Chuck, still my boyfriend for I hope 更多 than five seconds. Finally he spoke.
'Sure.' That's it. It's officially over and all of this was for nothing. Stupid Blair and her illusions... wait! Did he say 'sure'?! Like 'sure I will come back with you'? I stared at him with big eyes for a 分钟 and he looked at me with amusement.
'Wait! What happened to I will live here forever?' I asked and feeling frustrated when he has just continued to smirk at me. Come on I have almost had a 心 attack and he's smirking stupidly? Still it is sexy not that I would ever say him this I'm not that crazy yet.
'Well?' I wanted to know again.
'That was before.' Finally some words but can't he just get it out? Seriously he better get it together 或者 I will kill him sooner than later. I have to go look for his scarf. It will seriously be perfect – Chuck 低音 strangled with his signature scarf 由 his first in his life girlfriend. Sure it will 确认 his theory about never having relationships, only one night stands.
'Could 你 just say it?' I 说 quiet but using my voice that scared all of the girls in school off. But of course it never works on him and all I got was another sexy but annoying smirk.
'Fine. I wanted to stay here so I wouldn't have to watch 你 and Nathaniel go all lovely dovely on each other as what I saw on Cotillion was enough to make me sick whenever I think about it. But now that 你 are my not his girlfriend I can go back to New York. Enough?' I knew he left because of me but still it made my 心 beat faster as he 说 it again. I mean Nate would never leave a town because he 迷失 me. He would just 移动 on to the 下一个 girl 或者 try to get Serena again.
'Yes it is. Thanks Chuck I really didn't want to go back alone.' And that was true.
'Like I would let you.' He replayed and brought me closer again. I kissed him lightly and quickly he depended the 吻乐队（Kiss） running his hands all over my body. It really always amazes me how he can find new place he had never touched before and I didn't know it ever existed each time. With the number of times we did it he should run out of them 由 now. He was now 接吻 me down my neck and to my chest and I stroked his dark hair with my one hand and put the other on his back. He lifted my 衬衫 and kissed my stomach tickling me with his hands. I laughed and took his head in my hands to 吻乐队（Kiss） his lips again. He murmured when my tongue met with his. I guess we will end watching this movie later. Much later.
下一个 three days were spend familiar to first one as all we really did was watching 电影院 though I don’t remember most of them as Chuck always found a way to distract me and making love. We ordered 食物 in as I didn't really bring any clothes that would be suitable for the restaurants near the hotel. Looking at the things I have in my suitcase now I think I really had to be out of my mind in the moment I packed as it was a lot of not matching shirts and skirts mostly ones I don't even wear anymore.
It was Sunday when we decided it's time to go 首页 as I got a call from my father that he would make it for 圣诞节 after all. We were driving in the limo holding hands, which I would never think I see Chuck does all of it with me but I only smiled when he nervously took my hand when we walked out of the hotel, when I remembered that along with my dad and Serena, who I missed and couldn't wait to see, there will also Nate what I knew from a text he sent me yesterday that 说 he wanted to talk with me. I'm sure he did. The problem is I don't want to talk with him and tell him I'm in 爱情 with his best friend. I decided to worry tomorrow and just moved closer to my boyfriend who kissed my head putting his arm around my waist.
We didn't really talk much during the flight back as I had spent it mainly sleeping since I was tried after last night when Chuck hadn't let me sleep too much. I really don't how he keeps up after all this years but he is Chuck 低音 after all. And I am Blair Waldorf so I can't be worse though I remember falling asleep between round three and four and I'm sure he will call me for it later.
We parted outside my building with last 吻乐队（Kiss） and Chuck's promise to come tomorrow before other guests so we will have some time alone. I didn't really like waking up this morning alone for the first time since Cotillion disaster I decided as I sit in my bedroom, after I made sure that everything is ready for my mom’s party tonight, waiting for 低音 who should be here in few minutes. Just then I heard steps on the stairs and moment later he walked in with a smile.
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