Story: "Don’t leave me behind"
Author: edwestwick (Ana)
Disclaimer: I don’t own Gossip girl 或者 used songs.
Summary: Chuck is going to leave New York for good after he saw Blair with Nate. Will Blair see who she really has 蝴蝶 for and what if it’s too late?
Yay quick update! I felt bad I left in that moment so I had to write quickly. Thanks for reviews – they really made me happy. I’m not sure how many 更多 chapters I will write, probably 2-3 but we’ll see :)
"Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands.
I need someone, someone who hears
For you, I've waited all these years.”
"Till Kingdom Come" Coldplay
I can't believe I just 说 to Chuck 低音 that I'm in 爱情 with him. God and what with my plan? My brilliant idea how win him back. Instead of come here and try to be 老友记 and then give him a hint that I feel something to him so this way I wouldn't risk getting hurt like I know he can hurt me, I'd just knocked at his door and 说 it. Just like that. And now I'm waiting. And he looks like he's going to have panic attack.
"What did 你 say?" I heard him ask.
Great. Now he's making me repeat it so he can crush me easier.
"I 说 that I 爱情 you. I 爱情 you. I'm in 爱情 with you. I don't want Nate 或者 anyone else and it's true so don't start with your speech again because it's not true. I know I shouldn't go to Nate without letting 你 explain anything and I'm really sorry about it and I'm sorry I didn't tell 你 how I feel at the airport but I came here to say it and I'd do anything to make things like they were before... Do 你 think we can come back there?"
Ok this is it. I gave myself to Chuck 低音 and he can do with me anything he wants.
"I don't think so."
I felt like someone just ripped my 心 in million small pieces. I know it sounds stupid but I don't care. I really believed we can make it right.
"Oh... ok. I'll just go."
Bravo Blair 你 screwed up 下一个 thing. Probably best thing in your life. I turned around and started going towards the elevator. I'll just get a cab, go back 首页 and continue living my hopeless life. Yes I Blair Waldorf don't even want shame to get revenge on Chuck. God he destroyed me completely. I was almost inside when I heard steps and him calling me.
And what could he have to tell now? Can't he understand I want to be alone?
"Yes Bass? I understand 你 can't forgive me so I'll just go and leave 你 to your scotch and sluts. Have a wonderful life."
"Blair 你 don't understand! I 说 we can't go back to before because I don't want it to be like before. I don't want to be your dirty secret. I don't want to sneak around so no one would see. I don't want to pretend that I don't care about you, that I'm not jealous when 你 dance with other guys. I want to hold your hand and 吻乐队（Kiss） 你 for everyone to see that 你 are my girlfriend."
Am I delusional? 或者 did just Chuck 低音 say he wants me to be his girlfriend?
"You want to be my boyfriend?"
"Well if 你 want to..."
Yes! Yes yes yes! Thank 你 whoever is up there!
"If you're asking..."
He just smiled and I couldn't stop myself anymore so I myself on him and kissed him with everything I feel. As he kissed me back I couldn't think of anything other than I'm 接吻 Chuck 低音 my boyfriend. That's right he belongs to me now.
When we finally had to break apart to take a break he took my hand and led me back to his suite.
"So what do 你 say I 显示 你 my bedroom?"
I nodded and kissed him again. We continued to 吻乐队（Kiss） as we walked to his bedroom and then he pulled me on the 床, 床上 with him. I got 迷失 in the feeling of his lips on my body. Chuck started to take off my 衬衫 and bra at the same time 接吻 my chest and down my stomach. I moaned when he kissed my right breast and sucked my nipple. After he was done with the 秒 he got rid of my 短裙, 裙子 leaving me in my panties. While he continued licking and 接吻 my thighs I freed him from his clothes. I started to 吻乐队（Kiss） his chest in the way I know he loves and he took my panties off. Then he kissed me a few 更多 times and looked me in the eyes as he positioned himself between my legs.
"I 爱情 you."
It was amazing to hear it again, to know he still loves me after all that happened.
"I 爱情 你 too."
I 说 back and screamed his name as he entered me. I 爱情 this man I thought before I couldn't think before anything besides the pleasure I felt.