Sooo.........

Okay. I'm thirteen, a girl, and I don't know what my orientation is. Here's the deal.
I get crushes. Everyone does. So far, all my 'serious' crushes have been on boys. But still, I think lots of girls I know, some are so nice and just gorgeous! The people I'm usually attracted to are nice, if not hot, just adorable in their own way. I 爱情 to hold my friends, lots of hugs and yeah, I 爱情 cuddling! I've never dated anyone, and ever kissed anyone on the lips, but still, sometimes I just get the urge to 吻乐队（Kiss） a friend on the forehead. My favourite way of hanging out with my 老友记 is being with a group of 老友记 around 3-10 people, sitting and talking, while holding one 或者 two friends. Physical contact with my friend is important to me, but not like PHYSICAL contact. I'm protective of my friends, and we're all close. I know people who I think would make a great bf/gf, but if I imagine 接吻 one of my good 老友记 on the lips, I feel very awkward. As I said, I'm 更多 attracted to boys, but I do know girls who are sexy! So any advice, 或者 what the heck am I? 或者 does anyone feel this way too?