I'm new at this so please, is this one-sided 或者 not???

Okay so me and my friend RP (Role Play) as these 2 日本动漫 characters, and well we both ship them as a couple- and as friends... when we started RPing threw texts thats what they were- friends... but as it progressed.. over a few short days they somehow wound up flirting and having sooooo much sexual tensions with each other that they finally just started going out!

And we don't see each other 'cept on the weekends and she goes to a different High School... so we hardly see each other anymore but chat on 脸谱 and in texts. She was my first friend and I was hers- we were both kinda lonely and a bit of 情绪硬核 losers... we met in 4th grade XD and she moved to my school and immeditatly when they 说 she didn't talk I thought 'OMG maybe she could be my first friend...!' and I talked to her and she listened, and smiled after a while, nodding.

We eventually came up with a system... and then we met our other friend in 5th, then it was us- the 3 musketeers! We have a special bond as being each others first ever 老友记 (yes neither of us had 老友记 until then- I had my reasons and so did she) and we both wanted to be artists!

For a while in middle school I sorta envied her, she had/has such talent! But shes just so innocent... anyway, lately since starting High School and not being able to have the 3 musketeers (though we'ved all gained many new friends) I feel that I might lose her... and that scares me. Now I don't know if I offically have feelings for her... but it'd help if I knew she has feelings for me.

I've always loved her as a friend... but I have no idea if theres something 更多 to it, tell me, anything- what do 你 think?? If 你 could just give me a little help that'd be great! I just hope I'm not 阅读 to much into the RP... 或者 if I may miss out. Please help I'm totally clueless!!!