You’re laying in bed, 你 don’t wanna fall asleep. 你 look on the floor, theres one of Mya’s soft toy balls laying there. 你 pick it up and lay back down on the bed, 你 throw it up and catch it for a few 分钟 until 你 get distracted 由 a noise which causes the ball to hit your leg and fall off the bed, it rolls across the room. Theres a tap on the window. 你 ignore it a first thinking it’s just the wind. 你 stare towards the window, it happens again. 你 get up and go to the window, moving the curtain. Nick’s standing there trembling, he comes in the light he has blood on his hands and shirt. “Nick!” 你 yell opening the window.
“Shhhh,” he says putting his trembling finger to his lips.
“Why are 你 coved in blood!?” 你 say in a loud whisper.
“I… I killed him, Lily I killed him, I did it, I didn’t mean to but I killed him,” Nick says as if he was going to cry.
“You killed someone!” 你 shout. “You fucking dumb ass! Why?” 你 ask.
“He, I uhh I he was, oh god they’re gonna lock me up…. I can’t go to jail, I can’t I… let me in!” he says trying to climb though the window, he gets in and stands there staring at 你 trembling with fear, 你 hear sirens. He ducks down in the room. “Mom and Dad are gonna kill me!” he says. “What am I gonna do?” he asks he totally freaking out now. You’re walking back and forth trying to think of something.
“Well go clean yourself up,” 你 say pointing to the bathroom door. He goes in and closes the door, 你 can hear him whimpering in there. It sounds like he mumbling something but 你 can make out what hes saying. He comes back into the room, changes his clothes, and sits down on the 床, 床上 shaking back and forth like he has shellshock. “Ok, calm down. Who did 你 kill?” 你 ask forgetting about what 你 told him this afternoon.
“He was some homeless guy, he pissed us off, and I got this … thing and I stabbed him multiple times in the chest,” he cries. Hes still rocking back and forth and trembling.
“God you’re an idiot!” 你 yell. “What did he do?” 你 ask angrily.
“Don’t tell anybody please!” he yells…. “He was telling us off and shit about robbing this store and it made us mad so I did what I just told you,” he explains. 你 shake your head in ashamed of him.
“Why couldn’t 你 have just walked away!?” 你 yell in a low tone.
“Im sorry, I just 迷失 it,” he says. “Look, I gotta leave Mom and Dad will kill me, I know a place to stay,” he says.
“Yeah with no 食物 或者 what? Is it that little shack out in the woods?” 你 ask him pointing. He nods. 你 sigh. “Fine, go there, but I’ll be there in the morning to check on you, I’ll bring 你 food, and check on 你 everyday,” 你 say. Somehow 你 think this makes him feel better. He nods and leaves the room without saying a word. “Damn it!” 你 yell at yourself. “What did I just do!?” 你 yell.. “Oh whatever,” 你 say frustrated. 你 get back into bed, and soon after fall asleep….
A few weeks go 由 and its July 20th. You’ve been taking 食物 and water to your brother this whole time, your parents don’t know about what you’re doing 或者 what Nick did. The case was on TV about the homeless guy, but there was no weapon left at the scene, so they cannot find a suspect. 你 told Nick this and he freaks out about it, so 你 don’t talk about the killing anymore around him.
About your relationship with Marshall… 你 haven’t really talked to him. Every time 你 see him 你 would avoid him… 你 don’t want him to know about the murder, thinking that Marshall would turn Nick in and this would possibly get 你 in trouble with the cops and 或者 Nicks friends, and 你 don’t want that. 你 feel bad for not seeing Marshall but 你 think its best for now until 你 can figure out what you’re gonna do with Nick.
你 start walking back 首页 from the shack. You're about half way back through the woods when 你 hear rustling in a 衬套, 布什 behind you. 你 stop to investigate and Marshall jumps out and scares you, unintentionally. 你 give him a confused look as he walks toward you.
"Where the fuck have 你 been?" Marshall asks now placing his hands on your shoulders. "You know what, I don't even care. Just, Stop it!! I miss you, I want you, and I need you," he bowed his head.
"Marshall..." 你 start to speak.
"Stop fucking avoiding me. I don't know what the fuck you're doing with all your time but I'm fucking sure 你 have time for me...do you?" He let his hands drop from your shoulders and took a small step back. 你 then stepped 前锋, 期待 into him and wrapped your arms around him.
"I'm sorry, I'll make time," 你 say.
"Make time now," he whispers into your ear. 你 both pull away slightly then look into each others eyes. He suddenly kisses 你 lowers his hands on your back. He grips the edge of your pants and starts to unbutton them. 你 place your hand on his hand and stops 接吻 you. "Whats wrong?" he asks.
"Well, its just that I've never done this before...and were in the middle of the woods," 你 explain.
"It'll be fine nothing bad will happen, I promise," he smiled.
"Alright, I trust you," 你 smile back.
"Good," he says then pulls your pants down to your ankles. "Take them off so 你 have something to lay on." 你 take your pants off and lay them down 由 a tree. He takes his pants off and lays them 下一个 to yours. "Lay down," he says then helps 你 lay down. He slides off your underwear slowly then spreads your legs. He leans over 你 then kisses 你 very deeply as he pulls off his boxers. 你 could feel his hard dick slap against your vagina as he took them off. He wrested his waist on yours and rubbed his hands all over your upper body. After a little bit 你 started to feel like 你 needed more. Your vagina started to get moist then 你 started pushing your waist against his. He smiled then reached for his penis. He put the tip of his penis hard and slow into your pussy. Your body cringed up and 你 gritted your teeth as he kept going deeper.
"OWW!" 你 let out a yelp. He started moving in and out slowly and 你 started to breathe deeply and quickly.
"Do 你 want me to stop?" he asks. 你 shake your head and force out a smile. Slowly he starts to 移动 faster, slapping hard against you. The pain gradually goes away and 你 start to feel numb. 你 both are panting when he suddenly stops and immense pleasure fills your body. He pulls his penis out and starts putting his clothes back on. 你 sit up and notice that there is blood all over 你 pants. "Its fine, just when 你 get 首页 change before anyone sees you," he says handing 你 your underwear. 你 put your under wear on and suddenly 你 feel like you're being watched so 你 turn around as your getting up and see your brother standing there with log in his hands.
"What did 你 do to my sister?!" he yells then charges for Marshall. Marshall ducks as Nick swings the log at him Nick trips and falls down.
"Marshall just go, I'll call 你 later," 你 say. 你 are now fully clothed as 你 run over to your brother. Marshall nods then runs away. “What the fuck was that?!” 你 scream at him. He just stands there angry at you. “Are 你 gonna answer me?!” 你 yell. He don’t respond. “I think that last murder did something to your brain,” 你 say.
“I thought… We would never speak of that again?” he says.
“Well, 你 just tried to kill my boyfriend, you’re fucking psycho!” 你 yell at him. “Fuck helping 你 after what 你 just tried pulling!” 你 yell. 你 start to walk away… 你 hear him running after you, 你 try to run, but he grabs 你 before 你 could get away. “Let go of me!” 你 scream at him.
“No!” he shouts as he picks 你 up.
“Put me the fuck down right now,” 你 yell as he hangs 你 over his shoulder, 你 start banging your fists on his back.
“Quit that!” he yells. “Im gonna tell mom what 你 did!” he yells. Switching 你 around so hes carrying 你 on both shoulders. He holds on to both your legs and one of your arms, 你 managed to get your other arm away, 你 flick him in the ear.
“Put me the fuck down!” 你 yell as 你 get out of the woods, people start to stare at you, but they do nothing.
“No, Im taking 你 to Mom and Dad and telling them what 你 just did with that kid,” he says trying to be calm.
“What I did!” 你 yell. “What about what 你 did!?” 你 scream trying to kick free but he has a strong grip on you. “What I did wasn’t half as bad as what 你 did!” 你 yell.
“I could care less about that now!” he yells. “We’re going home, Im gonna tell our parents what 你 did, then Im gonna go kill that fucker!” he yells.
“No!” 你 scream. “He didn’t do anything wrong!” 你 yell. 你 turn the corner on to the 街, 街道 that 你 live on. People in cars continue to stare, but still no one does a thing.
“He made 你 a non virgin!” he yells.
“So what?! Why do 你 care!” 你 yell in his face as he sets 你 down in front of your door.
“You could get pregnant!” he yells. He opens the front the door and drags 你 to the 厨房 where your parents are sitting. “Let go of me!” 你 scream.
“Nick! Let go of your sister now!” your Father yells. He lets go of you, 你 step away breathing heavily and staring angrily at your brother. “Now somebody better tell me what hells going on!” he yells standing up from his seat, hes really angry, 你 hardly ever see him like this, and when 你 do 你 usually just go hide in your room, but in this case that’s practically impossible.
“You wanna know what SHE did!” Nick says pointing to you. 你 stare angrily.
“What I did!?” 你 yell. “What about 你 did!” 你 yell pointing back at him. He looks scared now, and he looks like hes about to freak out. “Mom, Dad,” 你 say calmly. They stare at you. “I know who killed that homeless man,” 你 say and glance over at Nick.
“Are 你 saying Nick did it?” your Mother asks. 你 nod. She stares angrily at Nick.
“Mom, Dad… look I didn’t mean to, it was an accident, please don’t … 你 know,” Nick says.
“You fucking idiot, you’re fucked up!” your Dad yells.
“Me!?” he asks. “Wanna know what she did!?” he asks pointing to you.
“What?” your Mom asks calmly.
“She had sex!” he yells.
“WHAT!?” your Mom and Dad yell at the same time.
“So 你 killed someone,” your Dad says to Nick, “and 你 had sex,” he says to you.
“How could 你 too do this crap!” your Dad yells.
“Hey! What I did wasn’t half as bad as what Nick did!” 你 yell. No one responds to you.
“Nick, something’s really wrong with you, and it has to be dealt with 由 the cops,” your Dad says trying to be calm, he picks up the phone and dials a number. Nick stars freaking out. “And for you!” your Dad yells at 你 as 你 start to sneak away as your parent get distasted 由 your brother. “Don’t walk away!” he yells. “You’re grounded!” he yells. 你 don’t respond. “And in about 2 weeks we’re moving back to South Dakota. Clearly 你 two cannot handle it here,” he says. “Lilly, now 你 may go to your room,” your Dad says…. 你 run to your room, now balling your eyes out, 你 fall on your 床, 床上 and cry for about 5 minutes.
“I gotta get outta here, I need Marshall…” 你 whisper to yourself. 你 stand up, lock the door, then wipe your eyes. 你 change your clothes, then climb out the window. 你 run quickly over to Marshalls house pushing all the losers out of the way. His Mother is outside doing something with some flowers, that are very ugly. 你 stare at her until she looks up at you.
“Ahh shit don’t fucking do that shit!” she yells. 你 stare at her confused.
“Please, I don’t need this now, I need to talk to Marshall, is he here?” 你 ask.
“He’s in his room,” she says. Before she can say 你 can go in 你 run into the house and down the hall to Marshalls room, the door is shut 你 摇摆, 秋千 in open. He looks up at 你 shocked. 你 don’t say anything to him, 你 just walk over to his 床, 床上 where hes sitting. 你 get on the 床, 床上 and fall into his arms and start to cry again. He places his hands on your shoulders and kindly pushes 你 away from him, with on hand still on your shoulder he reaches the other and wipes some tears away.
“Whats wrong?” he ask.
“We…we.. We’re moving back to South Dakota,” 你 say still sobbing.
“But 你 can’t,” he says.
“I can’t stop this,” 你 say and lean in closer to him.
“Maybe we can,” he whispers as 你 are now laying 你 head on his shoulder. 你 continue to cry. 你 don’t say anything 你 just cry. “Don’t worry, its gonna be ok,” he says.
“You 说 nothing bad would happen,” 你 say crying, 你 look up at him.
“I thought it would be all fine. Im sorry,” he says sadly.
“Its not your fault, I just, I don’t know,” 你 say crying. 你 fall into his arms again, he holds on to you. After about a half 小时 你 have calmed down, and your just layin on the 床, 床上 with Marshall, he’s holding on to you.
“You ok now?” he whispers.
“Not really,” 你 say softly.
“You staying here tonight?” he asks as he runs his fingers though your hair.
“Uhh.. Sure,” 你 say. 你 two end up falling asleep about an 小时 later, 你 wake up to a knock on the window……
“Shhhh,” he says putting his trembling finger to his lips.
“Why are 你 coved in blood!?” 你 say in a loud whisper.
“I… I killed him, Lily I killed him, I did it, I didn’t mean to but I killed him,” Nick says as if he was going to cry.
“You killed someone!” 你 shout. “You fucking dumb ass! Why?” 你 ask.
“He, I uhh I he was, oh god they’re gonna lock me up…. I can’t go to jail, I can’t I… let me in!” he says trying to climb though the window, he gets in and stands there staring at 你 trembling with fear, 你 hear sirens. He ducks down in the room. “Mom and Dad are gonna kill me!” he says. “What am I gonna do?” he asks he totally freaking out now. You’re walking back and forth trying to think of something.
“Well go clean yourself up,” 你 say pointing to the bathroom door. He goes in and closes the door, 你 can hear him whimpering in there. It sounds like he mumbling something but 你 can make out what hes saying. He comes back into the room, changes his clothes, and sits down on the 床, 床上 shaking back and forth like he has shellshock. “Ok, calm down. Who did 你 kill?” 你 ask forgetting about what 你 told him this afternoon.
“He was some homeless guy, he pissed us off, and I got this … thing and I stabbed him multiple times in the chest,” he cries. Hes still rocking back and forth and trembling.
“God you’re an idiot!” 你 yell. “What did he do?” 你 ask angrily.
“Don’t tell anybody please!” he yells…. “He was telling us off and shit about robbing this store and it made us mad so I did what I just told you,” he explains. 你 shake your head in ashamed of him.
“Why couldn’t 你 have just walked away!?” 你 yell in a low tone.
“Im sorry, I just 迷失 it,” he says. “Look, I gotta leave Mom and Dad will kill me, I know a place to stay,” he says.
“Yeah with no 食物 或者 what? Is it that little shack out in the woods?” 你 ask him pointing. He nods. 你 sigh. “Fine, go there, but I’ll be there in the morning to check on you, I’ll bring 你 food, and check on 你 everyday,” 你 say. Somehow 你 think this makes him feel better. He nods and leaves the room without saying a word. “Damn it!” 你 yell at yourself. “What did I just do!?” 你 yell.. “Oh whatever,” 你 say frustrated. 你 get back into bed, and soon after fall asleep….
A few weeks go 由 and its July 20th. You’ve been taking 食物 and water to your brother this whole time, your parents don’t know about what you’re doing 或者 what Nick did. The case was on TV about the homeless guy, but there was no weapon left at the scene, so they cannot find a suspect. 你 told Nick this and he freaks out about it, so 你 don’t talk about the killing anymore around him.
About your relationship with Marshall… 你 haven’t really talked to him. Every time 你 see him 你 would avoid him… 你 don’t want him to know about the murder, thinking that Marshall would turn Nick in and this would possibly get 你 in trouble with the cops and 或者 Nicks friends, and 你 don’t want that. 你 feel bad for not seeing Marshall but 你 think its best for now until 你 can figure out what you’re gonna do with Nick.
你 start walking back 首页 from the shack. You're about half way back through the woods when 你 hear rustling in a 衬套, 布什 behind you. 你 stop to investigate and Marshall jumps out and scares you, unintentionally. 你 give him a confused look as he walks toward you.
"Where the fuck have 你 been?" Marshall asks now placing his hands on your shoulders. "You know what, I don't even care. Just, Stop it!! I miss you, I want you, and I need you," he bowed his head.
"Marshall..." 你 start to speak.
"Stop fucking avoiding me. I don't know what the fuck you're doing with all your time but I'm fucking sure 你 have time for me...do you?" He let his hands drop from your shoulders and took a small step back. 你 then stepped 前锋, 期待 into him and wrapped your arms around him.
"I'm sorry, I'll make time," 你 say.
"Make time now," he whispers into your ear. 你 both pull away slightly then look into each others eyes. He suddenly kisses 你 lowers his hands on your back. He grips the edge of your pants and starts to unbutton them. 你 place your hand on his hand and stops 接吻 you. "Whats wrong?" he asks.
"Well, its just that I've never done this before...and were in the middle of the woods," 你 explain.
"It'll be fine nothing bad will happen, I promise," he smiled.
"Alright, I trust you," 你 smile back.
"Good," he says then pulls your pants down to your ankles. "Take them off so 你 have something to lay on." 你 take your pants off and lay them down 由 a tree. He takes his pants off and lays them 下一个 to yours. "Lay down," he says then helps 你 lay down. He slides off your underwear slowly then spreads your legs. He leans over 你 then kisses 你 very deeply as he pulls off his boxers. 你 could feel his hard dick slap against your vagina as he took them off. He wrested his waist on yours and rubbed his hands all over your upper body. After a little bit 你 started to feel like 你 needed more. Your vagina started to get moist then 你 started pushing your waist against his. He smiled then reached for his penis. He put the tip of his penis hard and slow into your pussy. Your body cringed up and 你 gritted your teeth as he kept going deeper.
"OWW!" 你 let out a yelp. He started moving in and out slowly and 你 started to breathe deeply and quickly.
"Do 你 want me to stop?" he asks. 你 shake your head and force out a smile. Slowly he starts to 移动 faster, slapping hard against you. The pain gradually goes away and 你 start to feel numb. 你 both are panting when he suddenly stops and immense pleasure fills your body. He pulls his penis out and starts putting his clothes back on. 你 sit up and notice that there is blood all over 你 pants. "Its fine, just when 你 get 首页 change before anyone sees you," he says handing 你 your underwear. 你 put your under wear on and suddenly 你 feel like you're being watched so 你 turn around as your getting up and see your brother standing there with log in his hands.
"What did 你 do to my sister?!" he yells then charges for Marshall. Marshall ducks as Nick swings the log at him Nick trips and falls down.
"Marshall just go, I'll call 你 later," 你 say. 你 are now fully clothed as 你 run over to your brother. Marshall nods then runs away. “What the fuck was that?!” 你 scream at him. He just stands there angry at you. “Are 你 gonna answer me?!” 你 yell. He don’t respond. “I think that last murder did something to your brain,” 你 say.
“I thought… We would never speak of that again?” he says.
“Well, 你 just tried to kill my boyfriend, you’re fucking psycho!” 你 yell at him. “Fuck helping 你 after what 你 just tried pulling!” 你 yell. 你 start to walk away… 你 hear him running after you, 你 try to run, but he grabs 你 before 你 could get away. “Let go of me!” 你 scream at him.
“No!” he shouts as he picks 你 up.
“Put me the fuck down right now,” 你 yell as he hangs 你 over his shoulder, 你 start banging your fists on his back.
“Quit that!” he yells. “Im gonna tell mom what 你 did!” he yells. Switching 你 around so hes carrying 你 on both shoulders. He holds on to both your legs and one of your arms, 你 managed to get your other arm away, 你 flick him in the ear.
“Put me the fuck down!” 你 yell as 你 get out of the woods, people start to stare at you, but they do nothing.
“No, Im taking 你 to Mom and Dad and telling them what 你 just did with that kid,” he says trying to be calm.
“What I did!” 你 yell. “What about what 你 did!?” 你 scream trying to kick free but he has a strong grip on you. “What I did wasn’t half as bad as what 你 did!” 你 yell.
“I could care less about that now!” he yells. “We’re going home, Im gonna tell our parents what 你 did, then Im gonna go kill that fucker!” he yells.
“No!” 你 scream. “He didn’t do anything wrong!” 你 yell. 你 turn the corner on to the 街, 街道 that 你 live on. People in cars continue to stare, but still no one does a thing.
“He made 你 a non virgin!” he yells.
“So what?! Why do 你 care!” 你 yell in his face as he sets 你 down in front of your door.
“You could get pregnant!” he yells. He opens the front the door and drags 你 to the 厨房 where your parents are sitting. “Let go of me!” 你 scream.
“Nick! Let go of your sister now!” your Father yells. He lets go of you, 你 step away breathing heavily and staring angrily at your brother. “Now somebody better tell me what hells going on!” he yells standing up from his seat, hes really angry, 你 hardly ever see him like this, and when 你 do 你 usually just go hide in your room, but in this case that’s practically impossible.
“You wanna know what SHE did!” Nick says pointing to you. 你 stare angrily.
“What I did!?” 你 yell. “What about 你 did!” 你 yell pointing back at him. He looks scared now, and he looks like hes about to freak out. “Mom, Dad,” 你 say calmly. They stare at you. “I know who killed that homeless man,” 你 say and glance over at Nick.
“Are 你 saying Nick did it?” your Mother asks. 你 nod. She stares angrily at Nick.
“Mom, Dad… look I didn’t mean to, it was an accident, please don’t … 你 know,” Nick says.
“You fucking idiot, you’re fucked up!” your Dad yells.
“Me!?” he asks. “Wanna know what she did!?” he asks pointing to you.
“What?” your Mom asks calmly.
“She had sex!” he yells.
“WHAT!?” your Mom and Dad yell at the same time.
“So 你 killed someone,” your Dad says to Nick, “and 你 had sex,” he says to you.
“How could 你 too do this crap!” your Dad yells.
“Hey! What I did wasn’t half as bad as what Nick did!” 你 yell. No one responds to you.
“Nick, something’s really wrong with you, and it has to be dealt with 由 the cops,” your Dad says trying to be calm, he picks up the phone and dials a number. Nick stars freaking out. “And for you!” your Dad yells at 你 as 你 start to sneak away as your parent get distasted 由 your brother. “Don’t walk away!” he yells. “You’re grounded!” he yells. 你 don’t respond. “And in about 2 weeks we’re moving back to South Dakota. Clearly 你 two cannot handle it here,” he says. “Lilly, now 你 may go to your room,” your Dad says…. 你 run to your room, now balling your eyes out, 你 fall on your 床, 床上 and cry for about 5 minutes.
“I gotta get outta here, I need Marshall…” 你 whisper to yourself. 你 stand up, lock the door, then wipe your eyes. 你 change your clothes, then climb out the window. 你 run quickly over to Marshalls house pushing all the losers out of the way. His Mother is outside doing something with some flowers, that are very ugly. 你 stare at her until she looks up at you.
“Ahh shit don’t fucking do that shit!” she yells. 你 stare at her confused.
“Please, I don’t need this now, I need to talk to Marshall, is he here?” 你 ask.
“He’s in his room,” she says. Before she can say 你 can go in 你 run into the house and down the hall to Marshalls room, the door is shut 你 摇摆, 秋千 in open. He looks up at 你 shocked. 你 don’t say anything to him, 你 just walk over to his 床, 床上 where hes sitting. 你 get on the 床, 床上 and fall into his arms and start to cry again. He places his hands on your shoulders and kindly pushes 你 away from him, with on hand still on your shoulder he reaches the other and wipes some tears away.
“Whats wrong?” he ask.
“We…we.. We’re moving back to South Dakota,” 你 say still sobbing.
“But 你 can’t,” he says.
“I can’t stop this,” 你 say and lean in closer to him.
“Maybe we can,” he whispers as 你 are now laying 你 head on his shoulder. 你 continue to cry. 你 don’t say anything 你 just cry. “Don’t worry, its gonna be ok,” he says.
“You 说 nothing bad would happen,” 你 say crying, 你 look up at him.
“I thought it would be all fine. Im sorry,” he says sadly.
“Its not your fault, I just, I don’t know,” 你 say crying. 你 fall into his arms again, he holds on to you. After about a half 小时 你 have calmed down, and your just layin on the 床, 床上 with Marshall, he’s holding on to you.
“You ok now?” he whispers.
“Not really,” 你 say softly.
“You staying here tonight?” he asks as he runs his fingers though your hair.
“Uhh.. Sure,” 你 say. 你 two end up falling asleep about an 小时 later, 你 wake up to a knock on the window……