Death Note-L

Dear Diary...
Do I 爱情 him ? Does He 爱情 me ? Is that alright ? Isnt that wrong? So many 问题 becuse of one guy. Why, why me? Even though I broke up with Light and I dont have any feelings for l (till now),why does my 心 hurt when I see him, why does it hurt when I see L?? Do I have feelings for him, and if does he have feelings for me??
It was Saturday, my work has ended and the police crew was home. I (idiot) forgot my wallet, so I musted go back and take it. When I came to the police room, it was all dark (maybe becuse it was 10 pm in the night), except the TVs that someone was...