I was brought into a Christian family so it was 更多 obligation that made me become a Christian. It was later on when I was about 13 that I actually decided to practice it as an important part of my life.
Because I was suicidal and depressed ,I would take tons of pills and wake up the 下一个 日 God loves me !!! I had an open 心 towards him and I was humble I was willing to accept his salvation but remember it's not 由 might nor power but 由 my spirit says the Lord of hosts