Please help a christian who needs it :'(
I have never told anyone this, not my parents, not my friends, (you'll see why) nor my siblings.
I was a little kid, I had switched schools, from 1st Grade, to 2nd, I had found new 老友记 to accompany my GT classes, I had found about 5 老友记 when I got there (and I was really shy, so I was proud with myself :) ) Im not telling the names so if they read this they wont know... They seemed very nice at the beginning snd I was beginning to know 更多 about them, but as that happened, I found that they weren't actually very nice, they cussed constantly, (it started in about 3rd Grade), they talked about 更多 disgusting things like sex, private parts, etc. And I didn't want to be their 老友记 anymore, but I couldn't just stop! I was stuck with them in the class! So I stayed "friends", and the 更多 they grew with me, the less I liked them. Until I REALLY hated them, they cussed at their own classmates, ME, and the teacher sometimes with the teacher noticing. One of my "friends" even watched porn, I was shocked when I figured out they did, they also 说 THEY were Christians, and when I asked them how, they said, "OH, I have like 5 (bleeping) bibles in my house!" It was obvious they didn't know what being a true Christian was :'( I felt sad. Please tell me what to do! Even my dad went through something like this, but in the streets! If 你 guys could help me through middle school, that would be a huge help, i'm sorry if I wasted your time with this huge paragraph ;(