Cryin out

Please, I need help! I´m really lonely and not with the reltionship kind, but 更多 with really alone! My only friend is someone on a website, I don´t know her 或者 anything about her, she´s my best fiend, but I really want some 老友记 I can connect with in real life. I seriously don´t have any, there are some people who 你 can call ´friends´ but they´re people I never dream of sharing my opinions 或者 secrets. My sisters all have friendS and often bring them home, while I´m usually in my room. I´m also afraid to open up to anyone, I don´t get around much cuz we moved into a new place last year, and I don´t know too much of anything, less of any clubs. I can´t talk to my parents, cuz they´re religious and would tell me to talk to the church 或者 to God. Since I now they´re 答案 由 heart, (they never say anything new) I need help from someone else. There are so many times when I read stories about 老友记 hanging out and\or see people AKA my sister(s) go to sleepovers 或者 fun days...I don´t want to complain 或者 anything, my internet friend is really cool and has mostly same interest like me, but still...So, any ideas? Please? =(