She sits there alone in a dark corner..a razor in one hand..a picture in the other. Alone with her thoughts, her mind is racing and she just wants to quiet the storm..such a permanent decision..never to return. She pulls the razor to her wrist and tells herself that soon the pain will cease to exist. This will all disappear for the end is very near. Thoughts of her family slowly 交叉, 十字架 her mind..what will they do when they find her lifeless laying on the floor..never to take a breath anymore. She couldn't put them through that pain so she tucks the razor away and sadly turns to face yet another day.

I look into your eyes
and all that I see
gazing right back
is a reflection of me.

What lurks inside
your soul so deep
there are happy times
memories too keep.

I could stare for hours
perhaps even days
into your spirit
and its mysterious ways.

Searching inside
for what I wish to view
I doubt that I'l find
a soul that is pure and true.

The cleanest of hearts
no anger 或者 hate
that is guided through life
由 destiny and fate.

An innocent mind
that imagines no sin
no greed 或者 envy
the state god made it in.

I can honestly say
what I expect to find
is an emotional mess
beginning to unwind.

Within the heart
I find anger and hate
destroying this life
at an incredible rate.

Within the mind
there is envy and greed
plans are plotted
for temptation to feed.

I look into my eyes
and all that I see
gazing right back
is the soul that is me.

Sinking into the midst of forever,
floating dreams disappearing on sight ...
Your whispering voice filling my thoughts,
my soul's puzzle completed 由 your 爱情 ...

Brown eyes alive with a thousand promises,
a perfect smile that leaves me breathless ...
Laughter that could make anyone feel better,
your mere touch leaving me without words ...

Sitting on the edge of my aching heart,
controlling these actions of mine ...
Enchanting the mirror gaze 你 give,
my resistance crumbles before this temptation ...

These feelings so deep and real inside,
hurting inside because I continue to hide ...
Your 心 beat echoing in my ears,
so far away and yet so near tonight ...

Hiding my acid tears when I think of you,
silently wishing that 你 were here ...
Tonight I miss 你 更多 than ever my dear,
know that I 爱情 你 now and forever ...

Falling, I'm fading away
I'm gonna hit the bottom, soon, without delay
Nothing there to stop me 或者 break my fall
All I can do is stand here, await the worst, try to stall
Spiraling downward, I can't bring myself to stand
When I know I'll fall again with no apparent place to land
日 after day, insult after insult, numbness fails, and I feel dead inside
I want to give up, I want to give in, now knowing that I've tried
I try to fight to save myself, but I'm weary, lost, and alone
I'm victim to these voices, whose intent was always known
Looking back upon these days I'll know I never stood a chance
How could I destroy what was invisible at first glance?
How can I defeat what no one else can help me fight?
I am helpless, disappearing, losing focus, losing sight
I'm 迷失 in this battle, this one person war
knowing that I'm losing and can't take anymore

when The Voices are raised and i am pined in a corner... Can u hear me Know ... The Crimson River is released and is Dripping down my Body .... Can u hear me now ... As i Fall to my knees in the Emotional Pain u feel ..... Can u hear me now .... The Darkness Closes in on
me ...can u here me now .... The Pool Of Crimson Blood serenades me and ur standing there with the 刀 ... Can u hear me now ... Now that im Dead and Still alone in the world ... I hope u can still hear me and the scream i left u with ... i leave u now ....im alone and thats not gonna change

I cannot help but to see Red skies
Once an unknown threat, bright blue and happy
Now Crimson anger hate and pity
A Scarlet 云, 云计算 darkening the contentment of my heart

I cannot see through the Bloodstained mist
The fog is heavy and all consuming
My 心 once happy thriving and loved
Now bleeding battered and broken

Red sky unforeseen
Making it all the 更多 difficult to accept
My tears stain Red tracks on my face
As my 心 laments 爱情 lost

It is a 苦 feeling, one I should forget
But the Red sky taunts me
and I cannot disregard my emotions
Red sky will never be forgiven

It won't matter when I'm gone
Because 你 won't care
你 don't care about me
你 never did

I'll dig myself a grave
And think of 你 as I fall to it's depths
If I can't have your love
I'll kill my 爱情 for you

Let it die with all my pain
The pain of loving you
Someone that doesn't share
All the 爱情 I have

The 刀 of pain has pierced my heart
And I hope my 爱情 pours out with the blood
I'll cut out the problem
And watch its 爱情 dissipate with every fading beat

你 won't care when I'm gone
But I'll still do this for you
I still 爱情 你 and it hurts
I don't want to 爱情 你 anymore

I'll kill my 爱情 so I'll feel no pain
And 你 will have a burden lifted
No longer will I bother you
My 爱情 shall die with me tonight

As long as I'm here my 爱情 still lives
So I dig my grave tonight
And think of 你 as I fall to it's depths
So that my 爱情 does not escape

My 爱情 shall fall to hell with me
As 你 so will it to
Goodbye my love
Rest in peace

When 你 arrived 首页 yesterday,
I never knew the news,
你 would bring,
I never knew,
things would get so hard.
They found him in the swamp.
No, I don't believe this can be true,
Jeno, Simone, Josh, and Zach,
All in a row.
There they go,
Up to the heavens,
Four beautiful souls,
你 were all so very young,
With much 更多 to learn.
Zach, I 爱情 你 and miss you,
Josh, so very talented but gone like the rest
Simone, so young and beautiful,
I still don't know how you,
could be gone.
Jeno, so beautiful my darling little boy,
the brightest smile in the world,
Jeno, bright smile and great
personality.
I miss 你 all.
So very much,
I know you'll party hard,
together,
up there in the heavens.
Up there with the angels.
Zachy, I thought you'd come home,
I never thought I'd 加入 the group today.
I thought It'd be
"Welcome home"
But I guess this is life and I have to go on.
So good-bye my sweet angels.
I'll see 你 again some day.

你 are my whelping,
My tear drop,
My spitfire.
你 are the will of the forsaken,
你 polymorph my icy veins.
Your distance amplifies the magic slowfall -and I want to attack you.
The deep freeze,
The living bomb,
The arcane barrage of this impact and master of elements 你 have on my heart,
Ignite this burning determination because my worlds on fire, in flames.
Shattered barriers no longer,
Until this ending winter comes,
Playing with 火, 消防 we will,
With permafrost we’ll get to the bottom of this 《冰雪奇缘》 core.
Before we both get frost bite,
Let’s Kiss, let’s pierce the ice to make ice shards,
Ice floes,
For this arcane stability will torment the weak,
Let us be slow,
Like 《冰雪奇缘》 in time,
Teleport me back in time,
Back in time when we’re together forever,
Just blink,
It will be okay.

I can’t deny it
I’ve been inspired
Burning, burning
It transpired
from something simple
something gold
here we go
it’s taken hold

你 can be my strong attraction
tie 你 up, I want some action
hidden where the stars reside
make my 心 and sky collide

Falling falling
Automatic
Stuck on you
Through forming static
Come closer love
And we’ll explode
Take me down
Sin’s lustful road

Push me down and make me scream
I can’t tell if this is just a dream
Because I’m losing reality
迷失 in my sensuality

Each breath
every moan
spins me into
a cyclone
pressing nearer
in the heat
blind ecstasy
but Incomplete

I need to feel 你 deep within
Your fingers trace along my skin
Contained 由 my unending pleasure
Deeper then I, myself can measure

I need it
Everything 你 do
Because 你 know
That I 爱情 you
This is 更多 then I can take
你 make my 心 go BOOM